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im writing again if anyone eads this they should then understand how i feel. ppl say that they love famous ppl when they dont even know them they only say it cause theyre famous and some r hot and good at wateva they do it makes me wonder whether ppl actually care about the person like u know personality or just there looks like ppl should know that everyones looks change like i used to be ugly and now im told that im pretty i dont believe it but thats what i get told its hard to understand sweatdrop .Im sick of life but i dont try to die, im sick of feelings so i try to hide them away and put on a fake smile sometimes the smile is real but very rarely. im bi but i never do anything with another chick i have a mixed personality which is imposible to understand its hard being a gurl and sometimes i want to be a guy but my tits are my best friends like a guys c**k and balls are his.I should of been a red head but my hair is brown so i dye it red, my eyes are a beautiful blue but they seem to change depending on the clothes i wear. well thats all i can poor out for now but i have one last thing to say PETE WENTZ is HOT but GABE SAPORTA is partially fine BUT..............
WILLIAM BECKETT IS TOTE GORGE which beats both the others.