last night I had one of those nightmares that leave you wondering whats real.....no joke,it took me five minutes after I woke up to realise that I wasn't in a dream....and that was only after I had cried in my brother's arm while he was reasuring me that no one wants to kill me.
yeah,in the dream someone tried to kill me (again rolleyes ),how many more of those dreams am I going to have?.....what really freaks me out is the fact that it was so real.....I felt stuff in it....and I couldn't tell it apart from real life.
after I woke up.....that was freaky 'cause I didn't know were I was or who I was,I was so lost and it took me a while to realise that I was in my room...then I remember telling myself that I was finally asleep and was somewhat happy for that.....but I wasn't....it was just way too weird.
I remeber beging my brother not to let me fall asleep again (I told him that I needed him to stay with me for a while)......but I feel asleep only to have another nightmare but this time I couldn't wake myself up....it was so scary.
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.....the dream that I had was really messed up,first of all my friend's father called me up on my dream to asked me if I knew some kids and I was like "no"...'cause I really didn't knew them......then before I know it I'm in this place like disney and I'm on my way down on this roller coaster thing (and I have a really bad fear of roller coasters)..and everything was so real...that I even got the butterfly in the stomach and everything...then I met this friends of mine but in reality I've never even seen those people and I got the feeling like something bad was gonna happen...so we go inside this dark place to play hide and seek and I'm running to hide and I meet this boy that had a very scary aura but I thought that he was lost (but I still felt that he was bad)and then went I feel like he's about to kill me I remember saying to myself that I needed to wake up and I did and whenI woke up I didn't knew were I was and it took me like 5 second (or more actually) to realise that I was in my room and thats when I went outside and thank RA my brother was in the bathroom 'cause when he came out I just cried on his arms (and thats really rare for me)and he stayed with me for like an hour after that.....but that dream was so real....and they were going to kill me....when I woke up I remember saying to myself "finally,I've fallen asleep" the in truth I was awake already and after I realised were I was it took me like 5 minutes to convince myself that I was in the "real"life
 yamiruri · Tue Aug 23, 2005 @ 10:39pm · 0 Comments |
