Dear Journal,
So depressed. This week all I've heard out of my boyfriends this week is "I'm getting a Wii". Eventually I just got aggravated about him going on and on about it and told him just because he was getting a Wii doesn't make him all high and mighty. He said he was just glad he was getting one. And I told him i guess that getting a Wii is more important then anything right now, and he said pretty much. I asked him that included me, and he said "Sort of"
How can a (can't believe I'm saying this), stupid Wii be more important then me!? I feel so hurt right now. I feel like a knife's been stabbed through my heart. I don't understand. . . If I'm not important to him then why is he dating me? If I'm not important to him in the least then why is he dating me? Is it because he feels sorry for me?
I don't think he understands what it's like to feel like to feel like a game system is more important than a me. I don't know what to do. Part of me want's to break up with him, but another part of me doesn't. I feel like I'm unimportant to everyone in the world. I feel so unloved.
