I feel so hurt right now. Jordan why. . .................... why did you betray me. Why did you do this too me. I thought you were my prince.
Jordan went and got a girfriend. He never cared about me. He flirted with me constintly. Made me laugh, smile. Feel special, and happy when I was upset. But I guess it didn't mean anything. Not one damn thing.
I thought he was my prince. My Angel of Music. But right in front of me that Angel of Music turned into a demon from hell that wanted nothing more then to hurt me, wither it be by physical or emotional means.
Part of me just wants to cry. But another part of me wants to kill him. Make him regreat what he did to me. As I hold this sword in my hand I feel an impulse to suddenly plunge it right through his chest where his heart is.
All this time I thought I had found my prince charming. My Knight in Shining Armor. But I guess i was wrong. I should have learned my leasson when one boy riped my heart out, slamed it on the ground, and did a mexican tap dance on it over Valantines day this past year. But I guess I was too stupid to think about that.
It feels like a blade, arrow or something has been peirced through my heart. It feels like all Jordan was doing was tying sharpe strings around my heart and when the time was right he pulled the strings and shattered my heart.
One person told me:
"girls are like apples on a tree the best ones r on the top but most boys dont want to climb all the way to the top because they're afraid of getting hurt so the take the rotten ones that feel of the tree because they're easy the the girls on the top of the tree think somethings wrong with them but actually they're just perfect thjey just need a boy who will climb all the way to the top of the tree"
This makes perfect sense to me. Jordan was climing the tree but became scared of getting hurt so he picked one of the rotten apples at the bottem. A rotten apple to be precise. He was climing for me, and then chosse to take the rotten apple.
cry Why Jordan? why did you go and pick the rotten apple? Why did you go and betray me like this? Why did you have to pull the strings? Why did you even have to tie the sharpe strings around my heart in the first place?
I. . . . . .......... I............... only.............. wanted a little love. A...... boy that would treat, and comfert me when I was upset. Was. . . ...... Was that. ............... to much to ask for?
*starts laughing as if going insane* lol *starts out softly and grows louder and eviler* lol lol blaugh blaugh rofl rofl rofl rofl
I WANT MY REVENGE, AND I WON'T REST UNTIL I GET IT, JORDAN JASPERS!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WILL REW THE DAY YOU MESSED WITH MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WILL SOON VERY SOON REGREAT THE DAY YOU EVER TANGELED, OR TOYED WITH MY EMOTIONS, FEELINGS, AND HEART!!!!!!!!! scream scream lol blaugh blaugh rofl MEET YOUR MAKER JORDAN!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!! MEET YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!!
*this is where I think the evil dark music comes in. I think the Phantom of the Opera theme will do*
twisted twisted
*suddenly a dark swirl of dark magic surrounds me, and changes my appearance completly*
