well ive been grounded......and i still am. sucks, i know.
things have gotten so much worse though...so much screaming, yelling, and fighting...cant take it. i cant hang out with any of my friends, cant even talk to them on the phone! i cant see Matt anymore, and thats really tearing me up inside. IM GOING ******** INSANE!!!!! everyday i just hope everything is going to go right just for one damn day, but something always happens, something always goes wrong and its always my bloody fault, somehow. parents are driving me up the wall. i dont trust anyone now, all people do is hurt me...maybe i shouldnt even have friends, or loved ones....they only end up getting hurt...i am damned. my parents are killing me, by keeping me away from the people i need most. Matt, Kirstie, Lewis, Graham; i love you all so very very much, and i dont want to hurt you guys anymore. im sorry to burned you with all my problems, i truly am.
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Welcome to My Hell
why am i even bothering to keep this thing going? no one really cares about whats going on in my life. thats right just laugh at me, just like everyone else.
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