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Welcome to My Hell
why am i even bothering to keep this thing going? no one really cares about whats going on in my life. thats right just laugh at me, just like everyone else.
alright
things are going ok. got my grades in yesterday....2Ds, C, B, and an A. now everyones on my case b/c of the d's and a c. *sigh* its just a ******** mid-term! get off my damn back! goddamnit! i hate it when people go on and on and on bout my grades and how i need to do good in school, i know all of this s**t! i just dont see any reason to try thats all. i mean, from whayt everyone tells me, im just goin to end up working at some fast food place, so it doesnt matter anyways if i do good in highschool or not. *wants to kill something now* i really hope i get to go to the Slipknot concert on Oct 14th in Ohio....just hope mom lets me >_> SLIPKNOT ROCKS!!! ^______^ anyways, tell me what you guys think of this. i want you guys to tell the truth now.

Cant stand my reflection
So i bash and smash it to shards on the floor
Misery surrounds me like a disease
I have so much pain suffering is all thats known to me
It's all locked up deep within
Afraid to let people in
Afraid they'll be hurt just like before
So i'll sit here in my darken room
And let sorrow be my only friend






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Yun_Hino
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commentCommented on: Fri Sep 23, 2005 @ 09:57pm
*hugs*
I like it cause your expressing how your fell inside(at least that what i think i could be wrong XP)
and your not holding it in like some ppl i know which is worse that not telling anyone at all


commentCommented on: Thu Sep 29, 2005 @ 02:09am
*tackle glomps Raven-chan* Omg! Your going to try to go to Ohio without me?? scream I dont think so! lol. TAKE ME WITH YOOOUUUU!!!! Omg-!!!!

I loveth your poem :3 you do know Ill be your friend over sorrow anyday, though, right? XP of course you do. I wont let you forget. Anywho I have some things for you. Maybe we can hang out on our birthdays again this year? It was fun last time. I dunno when the ROTC halloween party is, but if its near our birthdays maybe you can make it, if you can make it for our birthdays >>;

*is confusing herself*

I miss you lots... Its not the same around here without you. I get to hang out with Lizzie again!! Now all we have to do is move in with each other and we can start our band! XD Did I tell you I have a guitar now?? Accoustic electric razz lmao a three guitar and no other instrument band!!! Like on Doug when everyone wanted to play the drums.



roselitroyal
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