(There are the angels from heaven)
I have no prince. And no true love. And the more time I spend on the surface or underwater.... I see so many humans, vampires, and fish being loveydovy with the person they love. Meanwhile I don't technically have a true love, or Prince Charming.
Ever sense Jordan pissed me off I've been feelling more lonley and Misinthropic then usual. I've never been the misinthropic type, but lately I have been. I feel like everyone around me is acting all lovey doevy jus to spit me, and it's working. cry
I've been spending a lot of my time hiding in a cave near the beach under the water trying to escape it, and not think about it... but it's not working. It keeps coming back to haunt me. I keep bursting in to tears unable to forget it.
I'm not bent on getting revenge on Jordan or anything anymore... I'm just badly hurting right now. Nothing more, and nothing less. I'm begging to wonder what it was that attracted me to Jordan.... or Why I was a attracted to him.
I think my father was right..... humans, or surface dwellers.... are cruel. There not like my people.They may seem friendly... harmless, and kind... but truthfully there not.
There are two classes of species..... the harmless angels from hevean...... and the harmful demons of hell. The angels are blessed on this earth to make peace, while the demons are meant to destroy the angels and the piece.
I am the Angel... and Jordan.... the demon. I tried to make piece with him, and he shatterd it. He attacked my fraglie heart. I wasn't killed. We'll I was but I wasn't.
He killed me because he after he broke my fragile heart, and I lost my spirit. He didn't truely kill me though.... he just badly hurt me. And he may have hurt that but he didn't take my pride at least I don't think he did.
The sea is still stormy.... and very uneasy... just like the wind. Father is definatly worried. I've been hearing that everyone in the sea has caught word I'm missing. There also strarting to suspect the Sea Witch. I've also heard that my father is planning to go meet with her!
I would go home.... but I'm not ready yet. I still need weapons. If I don't get them soon and return home... then the Sea Witch will get the trident. And she won't just torture the merpeople... she'll tourcher the whole see, and possibly the surface dwellers.
Then again what should I care about the surface dwellers at this point. I only wanted love and kindness, yet they do not return the favor or deed. And Jordan......... he is (in my opinion) the cruelist of all humans.
Then again I guess I should care. They are defensels against the Sea Witch if she gets the trident. But father would never agre to help humans. Expecally when he find out one destroyed my speart, and fragile, and delicate heart. *sigh* What to do.... What to do?
(And there are the demons from hell)
