Wow...over the past few days, I've started a relationship with a great guy. And what's funny is that I've been acting like such a dork around him, and it doesn't bother him. At all. He laughs... xd Which is wierd, because I've always thought that my "dorkness" has driven the guys away. Like, say for example, a guy and I are bordering on ******** each other (never happened, just making an example... xd ) And suddenly, I say something like..."I'm on Google, looking up dumb blonde jokes because my friend just decided five minutes ago that she's going to be a dumb blonde for Halloween." (This statement DID happen to spew from my idiotic mouth... xd sweatdrop ) It'd ruin the moment and drive the guy away because I'm wierd, right?
This one just types "lol" (his yahoo avatar grins when he types this and it just looks so HOT... xd whee sweatdrop Hah, once more, an example of how wierd I really am...), and gives me a hug.
Not to mention on the first night that we made it official, we were having a moment, and I found myself bawling for no reason whatsoever. I kid you all not, I was sitting at my computer crying, with no "pre-crying thoughts" at all. It just...happened.
I realized that I'm keeping his name anonymous. I really don't know why. I just feel like doing so I guess. (Though I suppose if you comment to this Mr. Mystery Boyfriend, I guess people will figure out who you are... ninja xd sweatdrop )
But I don't feel like keeping my love for him a secret. As I told him personally, I haven't felt this way for a guy in a while. Also, I might add, the "crying incident" has never happend with any guy I've been with before him. I suppose one could take that as a good thing.
Boyfriend-who's-name-is-anonymous ( xd whee ): I love you so very much...more than cookies and manga...and that there's a lot of love... whee wink heart 4laugh
 Piratical_Nonsense_Youkai · Sun Sep 18, 2005 @ 07:35pm · 0 Comments |
