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currently posting: Lords of Shadow
Our love, it seemed perfect
but there was just one thing
I was willing to get over it
but no, to you
it seemed were we simply just friends
why, oh why? Did you have to say “bye”?
But oh well, we no longer exist
but I have one thing to say!

Chorus:
why do you haunt me so?
I know where you are
or where you should be
you should not be in my dreams!
Just around the corner
sittin at my piano
just one thing to say now
..........
why do you haunt me so?

Just because, of a three hour drive
your feelings faded and died
I should have seen it
coming a mile off
signs were there
but I was so blind
no “I love you's”
no talk of junior year!
It won't exist now
but still there's one thing to say!

Chorus:

slowly, so slowly
our talks quieted down
less laughing, less talking
more like when we first started dating but
I don't know why I didn't see
but I can guess
I was inexperienced
and I can't help wond'rin' just one thing!

Chorus:

what else was your reason?
Was the distance the only thing?
Did you finally tell your mom?
Did she so disapprove
so you said you'd break up with me?
I sure hope not
stupid emo boy you shouldn't be
so easily manipulated by people
but who am I to talk?
To let you get under my skin?
Still just one last thing to say!

Chorus:

even after so long
it's been nearly a month
I find that I'm still in love with you
I don't want to but
I could stab you but
I don't want cuz I'll never forget
what I gave you
the corner of my heart!
You tore it out when you said
“It seems like we're more friends than together!”
but I couldn't cry
I couldn't let them know!
I couldn't let them into the shell I built that I let you tear down!
And I keep finding just one last thing to say!

Chorus:

you know I just want to hit you
you keep haunting my dreams
I don't want you there
it's over, we're done!
So why do I find that I still want your touch?
................
I guess I'll tell you now
what I would not say before
cuz I wanted to see if it was just a fluke
my solo, I played it for you
you helped my play to the best that I could
but it's ironic no?
Cuz blue's the way I'm feeling now
let these be my last words to you!
I guess I still love you

……..
I guess I still love you






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_Itami-chan_
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commentCommented on: Mon Oct 06, 2008 @ 05:19am
i know how ya feel hun. i really do. your talking to the one who still has feelings for her ex who moved away. but i dont wanna admit those feelings. they scare me i guess. i guess what im trying to say is that its normal to feel this way. the feeling may never fade. it may be something you just have to live with everyday. its not that hard, i promise. the day he tells you he still loves you, that breaking up was a big mistake, that day is what will get you. and you wont know what to feel. whether it comes or not, just the fact that it may.... it may hit him in the face today, or a few months from now. who knows. dont blame yourself. dont be mad. just live the days as they come, always look for opportunities. love may come for you, but chances are you will have to go for what you want.


commentCommented on: Mon Oct 06, 2008 @ 10:55pm
i'm not mad at him, i just had a few words and notes floating in my head so i wrote them down.......



Kanneric Knite
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