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As I sit here just setting down the book Twilight, I'm filled with thoughts of Alicia wondering what its ganna be like when I finally meet her.

I'm helplessly addicted to both of them, I mean I read 140+ pages of Twilight today >_< and I talked to Alicia at every chance I got and I still think about her... *sighs happily* I swear so far being on page 230 I seem like Edward so much.

I mean I don't know how but for some reason I just relate if you know what I mean...



Well I was planning to ask a girl to come see Twilight with me but I chickened out, I'm sure she would think I'm interested in her but I'm only interested in Alicia.

I keep thinking what it's ganna be like when I see her at the airport I'll be so embarrassed it wont be even funny >_< I mean like the first thing I'm ganna want to do is to tackle her in a hug and kiss her. But I don't even know if I'll be brave enough to hold her hand >_< or even hug her...

I talked to Alicia about it and she said she likes to be in control so I just help she feels the same way I do and will want to kiss me and hug me at sight.


Wow look at me babbling about Twilight and Alicia, nothing is going on. I feel surprisingly self confident I don't know whats wrong with me I don't really feel myself I actually feel a little happy and I never feel happy. It feels like I'm ganna see Alicia tomorrow but I'm not well I mean I wont physically see her... If I did I swear I'd pass out and I'd blush for like once in my life >_<

Anyway I feel so tired right now... I'm ganna go to bed.

Love you Alicia since I know your ganna be reading this XD

And Thanks for Reading Anyone els. Message me if you like. Hell I don't even care if it's those messages I hate ^_^ I'm just happy I feel like staying up 5 hours just giving advice to all the young people on my contact list.

See ya next time.