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Well tomarrow i smy bday and i dont feel like celebrating it. Im not as enthusiastic as i used to b for my birthday. I told all my friends not to gie me gifts because it doesnt feel right you know? My best friend Jasmine said that i have to take it but i can't. Tomarrow we visit high schools of our choice for the day. Ii picked the school my sis is going to now on account that im the only one in the eighth grade that is gonna be there. Well the only one from my school. I just dont feel like celebrating and whats wrong with that? I don feel like doing my homework today but i guess i should if i dont want to do it on my birthday. I just ....idk... just like... i feel like theres nothing going on tomarrow that's special. Am i supposed to feel like that? Low self esteem kicking in? Teenage years finally coming through already? I dont know. I accidently put my birthday was jan. 4 1994 but its really nov. 20 1995. I hadnt turned thirteen yet oon GAia but i was practically there so i didnt see y i couldn't sign up? Jasmine is my BFF and not Shakarra. Shes too childish. She has to understand that im older and she needs to stop thinking everything is a joke all the time. You kNow? I think when i go to HIgh school the person ill miss the most is JAsmine or Shawn maybe Shakkara just because i like teasing shawn's obsessive naruto behavior. Oh and lets not foret Brea my other friend. I think ill miss everyone even Natalia.

Bobberz XOXO,
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