Anyways n.n On another note! The holidays!
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I woke up this morning and I realized that Thanksgiving was tomorrow so I'm wishing everyone the most wonderful Thanksgiving they can possibly get! I'm not doing anything for this Thanksgiving holiday except sitting in my comfy house with my ma and pa whilst we eat Turkey that my ma ordered. I kinda wanna call my dad and wish him a Happy Thanksgiving too, but I can't exactly do that when I don't know his phone number. But I think he'll be calling us to wish us one 'cause that's just what he does when it's the holidays or it's someone's birthday.
I think it would be awesome if he would visit with me at least three times a year instead of once or twice, but he has a job and a family to take up all his attention and I have school about ten billion miles away from him so I don't think that's going to happen. But maybe I'll get to see him this Christmas!
My pa asked me if I wanted to go visit one of his brothers--my uncle Stan-- and Grama BG ((Yes, I know I spelled that wrong, and that's not even a name, but if you knew her, you'd know how amazingly special she is to me and everyone else and that's as much as I'll explain that)) and all those people that I'm related to over in West V. So maybe I'll be able to see my dad at Christmas time 'cause well.. it's Christmas and all!
I mean, I can live without seeing my mom and all, but my dad? He's had a way bigger influence on my life than she has. And I at least have the option of seeing him a few times a year and whatnot. My mom on the other hand, you might ask? Well.. she's dead. At least to me in my mind. And what if she really is dead? Please don't feel bad one bit for me or anyone else. I'll find out where she's buried, find out what her absolute favorite flowers were, and visit her grave and thank her for what little bit she did for me. Don't think of her badly though, please. She may be a bad person--or a good one--, but we all have our reasons for doing the things we do, and I try to think of the good she did for me... which is kinda hard..
By the way:: Typing this put me in a kind of bad mood so you don't want to piss me off right about now =D And I want comments, b***h D< I swear I'm not bi-polar >>
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Usually letting it out makes you feel better but in your case your getting more angry
Maybe there is something else that your not telling
hmmm