Sitting here, crouched into a ball arms covering head Crying as if no one can see But they do... The tears drop to the ground But are silent The world is silent people standing around me like im crazy Am i? Im a monster... Am i? Glancing at the people They stare back only to frown at my tear stained face I run, as far away as possible, even if only its two feet. No one follows My being nearly falling apart Blood follows the tears It drips past me with every beat of my heart I find a corner Aiming for it only to have someone stand in my way I push them aside and run even farther Blood making its way behind me, like red paint A dull red paint Unoxygenated Losing breath and heart beats I stumble in a closet Crying more and more Thinking to myself "how could you believe that lie that he liked you?" Just hoping the closet walls would slowly cave in They stood straight Not even a slant in them Remembering how he rejected me How he laughed his angelic laugh How he walked away I wish i could breathe Breath shortening and eyes closing slightly more every few minutes Even if the world couldn't spin, I wasnt going to die I heard a knock at the door My only responce was a swift kick to it Shaking it It opened... It was him He stood there as if nothing happened I got up fell to my knees and hit the ground Never to awake again...
iChemical-kiss · Mon Dec 01, 2008 @ 02:48am · 0 Comments |