Sitting here in this corner... Watching you stand there with her by your side. Seeing the smile on your face slowly wipe away Because of me... For my tears breaking through the silence with sobs constricting my chest Hearing the gasps filling the air They're coming from me... The most imperfect person With all the faults to be blamed Just watching her hands move to yours and clutching it My eyes filling with new tears Listening to her soft whispering of sweet nothings in your ear Seeing in the reflective mirrors that surround me the tears that fall When they fall, they almost crash around me The stinging pain of the burden i am to you Mouthing the words "im sorry" to you and running Only to be stopped by your companion standing in front of me Her brown eyes almost reaching down inside of me and tugging on my supply of breath... Falling with almost no movement backwards Breathing my last breath and closing my eyes Seeing the last image of us Sharing an embrace Smiling... Being together... Sighing once more and falling asleep A sleep of regret A sleep of death...
Feeling horrible as ever, almost wishing i wasnt a burden to whom i love When he loves her. I may be wrong... But i have to risk it Brokenhearted with tears filling my eyes ~Lauren...
iChemical-kiss · Sun Jan 04, 2009 @ 01:00am · 0 Comments |