Walking, realizing what just happend Walking turning into running Tears flying back behind me Splashing on the sidewalk Almost a trail to me Someone find me... Someone just love me... Getting home and running into my room Almost crawling into a corner and breaking down crying... The mirror only shows what i cant be Written in lipstick on it "13 how unlucky" Crying even when he wasnt worth my tears He's been worth it. My tears turning into sobs Then gasps for air Hearing a knock at the door Looking at it, watching it open slowly Seeing you stand there Your face pale from running Scooting away while you come closer Getting up and walking towards you Feeling confidence in myself Looking you straight in the eyes while the tears drip from my face... Seeing in your eyes how my make up runs, how the memories of you and me fall with it... Whispering in a shaky voice "you were always worth it.." My heart almost breaking in two when i said that It was the first time i talked in two weeks... Watching the tears fill your eyes Looking away knowing i wasnt any better... Tears continues falling from my face and falling to the floor with a soft pattering sound.. Feeling your arms around me in an instant Nearly collapsing in your arms from crying Hearing you whisper, "It shouldn't have been the way it turned out..." Rushing tears almost like a waterfall dampen your shirt Your tears run down my the back of my neck Shaken by what you said choking out "What was to be then?" Taking a little while to answer, you slowly say "It wasn't meant to be anything..." Pushing away from you but being to weak from crying just collapsing again Crying knowing there was no future... The frozen time surrounding us I wanted this moment to last forever Just young and depressed
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