What can I say? I miss him... I had no desire to go out with him or anything of that nature. I did like him for awhile...but...what I really liked was his personality. His sense of humor. We could actually have an intellectual conversation with each other. And now he's in Georgia or something... I guess it just goes to show you that nothing lasts forever... (I like the rain now...okay, not all that much...but still...)
Enough about no-name (I will not mention the guy's name, so he shall be called no-name!) Things are still basically like my last entry...sucky... The blind school hasn't called... No one knows the requirements to be a teacher for the blind. My step-slut's over at the house for the weekend. I really do hate her...the little ****. My chest hurts. I can't breathe. I started crying for no particular reason when we got new cell phones... So, to get myself to shut up, I went in the car by myself and hit my leg (you really have no idea how hard...) telling myself that it was stupid for me to cry and that no one should see me do it. I have still have this huge black bruise...but ish okay. I need stress medication. I don't trust people. I'm too guarded. I can't open up... And I'm going to stop writing now b/c I'm beginning to cry...
Sorry for being so whiney...
Mary_Weather_Ann_Black · Sat Jan 10, 2009 @ 06:22pm · 0 Comments |