I miss my babies... (They are not my actual 'babies,' but they might as well be...I love them too much for their own good! lolz) I wish I was there! T.T But that's okay, I always have the week in summer!!! That's what I'm living for basically...to see my nieces again... I feel more alive when I'm exhausted, tired (same word, I know!), stressed, and on edge...then when I do when I'm not around them. I've cried myself to sleep a few times just thinking of them! I love them too too much...or atleast, that's what I say. I will be forever in debt to my three nieces--one especially! and that's my second niece that was born without the ability to see, born blind. She's the one who showed me exactly what I wanted to do with my life and without her--I don't see a definite purpose in it. I know I'm rambling...but honestly, you DON'T want to hear me talk about it... (Or do you? lol) Okay, since you asked for it!!! (lol!) Boy troubles. That's the only way I can put it. Rationally speaking...I should be over the boy by now because he OBVIOUSLY doesn't want even something as simple as FRIENDSHIP with me...but I guess I'm just REALLY unerringly stubborn. If that's ALL I was--life would be sooooooo much easier, but that's for another day! I'm dense when it comes to these things soooooo...you can't really 'hint' at anything with me bacause...fankly...I WILL NOT GET IT! And I think that is the problem! I've gotten better, though...! I realized that someone likes me (not the person that I'd like to, but atleast I'm catching on!!!). You know what would REALLY help me?! If some guy wrote a book about WHY guys do the things they do AND HOW to read them!!! Because what really irks me is that I can read people--easy! I CANNOT READ HIM! And it REALLY PISSES ME OFF! (Can you tell?) g2g, so bye!
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 Mary_Weather_Ann_Black · Mon Mar 02, 2009 @ 09:36pm · 0 Comments |
