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So It Would Seem
Here is one i wrote thismorning i wrote it in my head!!lol and then by the time i got to a pen and paper !!lol i TOTALLY FORGOT HOW IT WENT!!!!lol

So It Would Seem

It seems i have nobody to trust anymore
what are they really saying behind that closed door?

Tossed to the side, i get left all alone,
waiting .. just biding my time until i finally have a home

I feel like a lepper with some horrible infectious disease,
this crippeling lonliness brings me down to my knees

So this is what i am to you?useless, ugly only full of worthlesness?
to me i am empty, broken living a nightmare and i need to cut my wrists.

I try to make everyones life easier, i try to make them happy,
and when i turn around to get a hug, or roll over in bed there's nobody there but me.

I feel so sad so angry, so hurt
nobody wants to be around me so i genrally have no worth.

What a pathetic exhistence , or so it would seem
thank you for showing me how you truely feel about me.

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what have you done to me?..... My heart always feels broken.


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Silvermist_Pixie
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commentCommented on: Wed Mar 25, 2009 @ 05:30pm
crying I AM HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM RIGHT HERE BESIDE YOU!!!!!!!! I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE CAN TREAT YOU THIS WAY! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND AM SO GRATEFUL FOR YOU EVERY MOMENT OF THE DAY, YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!! I WOULD HOLD YOU...I WOULD HUG YOU...I WILL ALWAYS SHOW YOU THE LOVE THAT YOU DESERVE!!!!!!!!! heart


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