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Wild Monkeys and Apes Ahead. Continue bewarned.

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I've been really emotional lately. O_o; Like, one day, I'll be like: 'Anger. Depression. Depression. Hate. Hate. Anger. Hate. HATEHATEHATEHATEHATE-- DEPRESSION!!'. Then the next, I'll be: 'Happy, love, flowers, play-time, lollipops...' and so-forth. It's really wierd. And something else? I can't find out where my head is lately. Sometimes, out of the blue, I'll start feeling really dizzy, and loose my balance; sometimes even fall down because of it. And other times, reality just goes bye-bye. I'll have to remind myself who I am, where I am, my goals, my friends, family, everything. Like I have to re-boot my system, or something. It's... really wierd. I'll forget everything, and I'll question myself if everything's real or not. I'll be sitting there, most likely listening to someone talk, and I'll not know if I'm dreaming or if I'm awake, if I'm really walking or not. ... It's just really wierd. And with the mood swings, if I'm sad, I'm extremely sad, and if I'm happy, I'm extremely happy[and/or peppy]. It's... scary. I'm loosing my grip on things, and I dunno if I can grasp it again. I'm really loosing it this time, I think. Maybe it /is/ time I got a psychiatrist, or something. [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 04:59am · 8 Comments


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	I get mood swings like that, I could be really happy then all of the sudden reallydepressed Offline [.x.Kammygirl4eva.x.] · Community Member · Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 02:54pm


	Same thing happens to me. If you go to somone please take me with you..... BTW I'm at the point of runing away from my house because of my mom and me fighting all the time. Offline Kiaraminoto · Community Member · Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 11:44pm


	Actually... same here. I almost did one night. But it not because of fighting with just one person; it's like I'm on bad terms with everyone. Offline [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Community Member · Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 11:57pm


	bad terms? i'm used to being on bad terms with everyone. it's like i'm walking along a giant spider web blindfolded. Offline Magic Missile · Community Member · Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 03:20am


	over teh summer i was just about to go to my friends and never come home, I was that frustrated, My parnets always spoil my brother its soo annoyning Offline [.x.Kammygirl4eva.x.] · Community Member · Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 01:15pm


	Maybe you're bipolar? =o <\|3 Offline [zombie] · Community Member · Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 04:04pm


	i almost ran away once, when i was ten. stuffed all my worldly possesions into a bag and got as far as the door. Offline Magic Missile · Community Member · Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 05:53pm


	Zombie: ... Maybe... I got a suggestion from someone that I had IADD(Inattentive Attention Deficite Disorder). Well, once I explained some things more fully, anyway. I went to a medical site, and it had a quiz. I took it, and it had a little checklist of things that might and might not be probable, and most of them said, 'probable' or 'highly probable'. I can't say I know how you feel, Urk-chan, but I be sorreh. ;____; I know what you're refering to, though. I've seen how they spoil HIM and not YOU. It's not fair. Ghosty: What happened? They spotted you? Offline [.Rikocette.Echoes.] · Community Member · Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 08:35pm

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