As I have observed, again for a nth time in my whole life, I am not like any ordinary girls. Sure, I have a body of a girl, with a hair of a human girl, with a face of a normal girl, with problems every month like any other girls and go to the same school like a good girl...
But what is it that made me different from them? They all have boyfriends. This issue of mine came back to me, after all these years, when a certain young man asked for my advice on how to reject girls and not hurt their feelings...For heaven's sake, anyone who gets rejected would be hurt, right? Even a person, who wants to be rejected by the person next to him, push him away would still be a bit hurt. No one can be saved from the pain...
So back to the topic at hand, they all have boyfriends. Ninety percent of them are no longer virgins--yes, I am not embarrassed pointing this in public!--and here I am living like a nun, which by the way is a vocation I had considered before...
So...what is it about me that is different aside that I never like any of the boys in this place where I stay? I never hang out often with girls, too. In other words, "boy am I a total loner". I am not whining but...I wonder, have I swallowed an alien or something?
 Tsumi na Vampire Bara · Thu Apr 16, 2009 @ 09:39pm · 0 Comments |
