cry Haruko Here cry ,
Can this day get any worst then it already is stare . Last night, I get to talk to my sweetie after his two weeks notice was done and over with. It was great the conversation was wonderful and it was perfect 4laugh . Until I tried calling him back. I called him twice and get some crap with the phone company. Of course I decide to give up after the second call becuz I got tired ninja .
200am rolls around and my phone rings. Im thinking it mite me Shuan becuz he calls late sometimes or Shannon getting home from his Bowling. WRONG AGAIN. Its my sweet heart and he calls me up complaing to me on how I didn't call him. I tried to explain to him how the cell phone was acting up and he kept getting mad, didn't let me talk or anything. So when he went quiet I started talking. As soon as I did, he hangs up on me.
So, of course as some women will agree with me, I got mad scream . He calls back, and I picked it up. He started talking a loud like so I said something, he claims it was NO really loud, and I hung up. He continues to call me so I turn my phone off to sleep it off sweatdrop . Today wasn't half bad. I got to hang out with Caitlin most of the day and gave Jeramey a anime tattoo on his left forearm. It was a cute angel like fairy 4laugh .
Shaun is hanging out with Regina today....Alittle upset about it but I shall overcome it sweatdrop . I might go to Freak Nite this Saturday if Shaun will be there. I'll bring Stef with me so I dont get stepped on or beat up rolleyes . She gots my back like I got her. But if he aint going to be there, I'll probably just hang around him at his work... eek
Here comes the best part of my day. cry
I come home, get online and come on here. My sweet heart decides to send me some hurtful and mean letters in the PM's. He claims there to show me how much of a horrible person I am, and how I didn't change. I did change and he got some people on here, told a little life story about me which I think is a total bunch of B/S and got oppions from them. So, after I read all of his crap he threw at me, I call him try to talk to him about it and he flips a lid! Yells at me, says a bunch of mean things and all I tried to do was talk to him normaly gonk .
So I started to crying hoirrbly loudly and my throat felt like it was about to pop, as my eyes burned away in the back of my head . The was the worst cry I have ever cried. Never again I want to do that sad . So after the whole phone conversation, I send him a PM back saying that if he hates me the way I am, then he should leave me. Also not to call me until he made a desicion cry .
As mush as I am saden by this, I will let him decide and it will be the best for us right? I hope so . Well your torn down burnt up Hostress Haruko Haruhara is signing out, enjoy your evening.
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