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This has to be the most shocking moment in my life right now eek .
Today, it had to been right after or about 2 hours I made my last entry to this journal when I gave my mom the mail. 5 minutes later she comes running out asking for her glasses, so I gave them to my mom and she had some sort of paper in her hand. I wondered what is was until she started to read it out aloud confused .
It was about my half sister... ninja
She wants to make contact with my mom. Its been 21 years since my mom last saw her. The day my sister, Jenifer, was born my gave her away to adoption becuz my mom was really young and had a rough life back then neutral . 21 years later she wants to make contact with my mom. This might be the first time in my life to actually see my half sister whee . I dont know what she looks like becuz I've only seen one or two baby pictures, becuz the rest of them got burnt away or thrown away by my father.
My mom I think is excited or paranoid about this exclaim . One, Excitement 4laugh : This will be the first time she will meet her first daughter to see how she came out. Two, Paranoid eek :She doesn't know how well she came out, My father, and my half sisters real father. My mom is concern about the consequences about this and all. I am actually excited to meet her becuz ya know, she is my sister.
Just half way there ya know sweatdrop . Same mother, different fathers xp .
This might be the most stressful time for my mom right now and maybe for us stressed . Its just we can't let my dad or his side of the family know. There ******** blaber mouths xd . I want to meet Jenifer becuz I want to know what her life is, or was like with out knowing her real mommy. It will also be weird becuz she will be calling our mom, mom too eek . It's not jelousey becuz, whats there to be jelouse about, our family isn't that swell to begin with. IM just gonna be alittle nervouse or scared at first to meet her becuz, it will be the first time sweatdrop .
My biggest thing right now is just wondering what she looks like. I dont know this is actually the first big thing that has ever happened to me in my whole life rolleyes . Im just wondering why she didn't contact us when she was 18? instead of now. I guess ppl find out things late or just dont want to except it. Well I dont knwo what else to say really so I am done for now ninja .
Our adventure shall continue into the future mrgreen . This is still your borken down hostess Haruko Haruhara.
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