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I've decided I've made up my mind. From now on, I'm going to be who I was before my shell was cracked. This is better for everyone. I'll only start up a conversation with those six maybe nine people whom I'm close with. However, that doesn't mean I won't talk to everyone else. Far from it. I'll talk with them if they decide they want to talk to me first. I just won't be the one to start up a conversation.

Posted by: Nathan Oukami Sun May 03, 2009 @ 11:17pm

Beware when day meets dark. Beware crossroads, where they skulk. They can lurk in fire's crackle and easily travel on sparks. Beware gloomy places among rocks, under things, down holes and caves and shafts of every kind, for the fey can slip along borders

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Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 09:30pm


	Puppy? Why're you talking like that?? You don't sound too good....Did something happen????

Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 09:34pm


	Unfortunately yes. People got mad at me, so, this way is the best way to figure out how to make everyone happy.

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Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 09:40pm


	sighs and shakes head And why exactly did people get mad at you?

Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 09:41pm


	I don't know. But, this is the best way. Even Clintisha agrees with me.

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Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 09:49pm


	mumbles Baka. hugs gently You're still not answering me. I understand that this is the best idea at the moment, but do you even have a clue about what you did to upset anyone???? Please talk to me Michael..

Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 09:54pm


	A little, yes. hugs back But, I don't really wanna talk about it Ann. The stuff said was hurtful. I've already talked about to five people. I just want to bury it in the past. But, one good thing did come of it. That night it felt as if the Lord was telling me to pack everything up and move to Honolulu.

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Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 09:58pm


	I'm sorry.....I shouldn't pry....I'll leave you alone now.......And I'm glad Shana makes you so happy.

Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 10:00pm


	sighs and hugs Just don't pry into this please. You're free to pry into any other subject. But, please don't leave me alone... sighs Shana does make me happy, but, i don't know....It's just missing something.

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Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 10:07pm


	hugs back then turns back to you Whatever. You can jump off a cliff for all I care. And I'm sorry, but I don't get a choice about what I get to do anymore. Honestly I should be studying for my exam.........but I really want a break before it really goes into onslaught mode, and there's a lot better things I could probably be wasting my time with right now. pokes Missing? Missing like what?

Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 10:11pm


	winces and looks away Okay.....I'll leave you alone Ann....

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Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 10:46pm


	touches faces softly and lowers eyes Don't....I'm sorry....

Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 10:50pm


	It's okay Ann.

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Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 10:55pm


	No. It is not okay. I shouldn't be adding to whatever mess is upsetting you even though I'm not important enough to do anything or mean anything to you anymore.

Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 10:58pm


	sighs Ann, you still are the most important person to me. You really are. That hasn't changed one bit in the past few weeks.

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Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 11:25pm


	Apparently not. You don't want to talk to me about what's bothering you.........I still want to help you Michael. sniffles Do you not think it hurts seeing you so bad??? Out of all the reasons I had to choose what I did way back when, I didn't think this would ever need to be considered for inclusion. I thought you trusted me that much..........puts hands around head I'm going to be busy for the next two weeks straight. Don't try to look for me any where if you decide you need something.

Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 11:29pm


	sighs and hugs tightly Listen to me please Ann. What happened over the weekend, your name got involved slightly. And, I just don't want to relive that experience. This has nothing to do with me not trusting you. It honestly does not. It's only me not wanting to dig up something painful that was burried shallowly. Nothing more. Ann, I promise you that I still trust you. I'm a wreck right now, and the only thing that's keeping me going is you really.

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Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 11:32pm


	hugs back and mumbles You baka..............Can I not leave you alone for a little bit and you actually behave for once? kisses cheek You calm down, and don't take that for its usual meaning. Get away from Gaia for a while, hang out with Indi, read some books, do something else please. You're getting worse, not better. And so help me, stop worrying me. I'm going to be so dead after the exam that I will literally die if you add on like this.

Commented on: Mon May 04, 2009 @ 11:37pm


	laughs and pats head Ann, I'm sorry for worrying you. I was doing better until I was beat down. Indi and I are going to Star Trek on friday. rubs back I promise you Ann, I won't add on to you anymore.

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