So four thirty..........IN THE FLIPPING MORNING! my gosh this won't stop will it!?
another sleepless night yelling at my "other"
"This is the LAST straw Natsuki."
i toss around staring up at the neon orange ceiling letting out a loud sigh since she still didn't reply to my threat..again!
she only hummed to a unknown tune on and on trying to put me to sleep since i had a huge test tomorrow.
soon it did the trick my eyes heavy and my mind dazed i fell into wonder land.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXxxxxxxxxx MORNING xxxxxxxXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
*beep....beep* .....Be- SLAM!!!!!!! I slid my hand away from the noise maker pulling it to my face to shield from the sun light
"auugrr...stupid morning!" i grumble out then lazily rounded out of bed hitting the floor ..POW! ..."owww.."
you're such a moron!
i sit up rubbing my head
"you be quiet!"
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So this is my life 14 -8th grader- "no back bone" anime/video game freak with a personality problem!
so this may sound a bit like shugo chara but with my situation it is greater than just wanting to be the real me i had that chance........but i got caught up in my social status and only showed this tough ,quiet ,mysteries ,punk and it became a mind of its OWN
so another day at school everyone stares as i walk into first hour Math
"ohh wow Sofia is here..." a group of girls in the front start whispering stuff which can be clearly heard all round the class
they're just to thick to understand the great way of ninjas *cue dramatic tears and sunset*
See your famous... Natsuki whisper softy as i pulled out a black book from my red grass stained book bag
*sigh* shut up! it shouldn't be like this......
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"Okay class take your seat and take out Algebra three" everyone let out a groan which made my skin quiver
God! get over your selves it's school what do you EXPECT!?
now that's more like it.
i put away the book and pull out the book flipping to the yesterday assignment
"alright now I'll be checking your work so please be ready!" another wave of groans came loose
God dammit it all..!! SHUT UP!!!!!
I curl my hands up trembling in anger looking out the window
What i give for a better life or at least some peace!
My My still lingering on that hopeless dream HuHuHu!~
Yeah what about it?
i began chewing my bottom lip holding in the fire building in my throat
Give up it's 100% failure.....
shut up.......
Or what?
"........................................"
Hehehehe~ truth is....you can't do anything!
I stood up knocking my chair back to the ground silencing the class most mumbled out rumors on this then....
"teach" turned to me i keep my head down biting my lip once more...
but the burning in my throat continued to flare upwards like a reservoir that had just been broke through!
"yes sofia is there a problem?"
I wanted to scream out no and sit........but i had no control over myself as if my mind and body had their connection severed
.............. *sigh* teach moves away from the front coming closer to me and tapped her right foot on the hardwood floor
"Okay Sofia this isn't the time for rebellion coolness do it after i check the work okay!?"
My head rose up slightly and turned to teach a devilish smile appeared ....
So Sofia lets make sure your dreams..DON'T happen Ever! Kukuku~
last thing i can remember right then besides Natsuki's words were me surrounded by a vast cascade of crimson colored ..Blood!
another sleepless night yelling at my "other"
"This is the LAST straw Natsuki."
i toss around staring up at the neon orange ceiling letting out a loud sigh since she still didn't reply to my threat..again!
she only hummed to a unknown tune on and on trying to put me to sleep since i had a huge test tomorrow.
soon it did the trick my eyes heavy and my mind dazed i fell into wonder land.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXxxxxxxxxx MORNING xxxxxxxXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
*beep....beep* .....Be- SLAM!!!!!!! I slid my hand away from the noise maker pulling it to my face to shield from the sun light
"auugrr...stupid morning!" i grumble out then lazily rounded out of bed hitting the floor ..POW! ..."owww.."
you're such a moron!
i sit up rubbing my head
"you be quiet!"
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
So this is my life 14 -8th grader- "no back bone" anime/video game freak with a personality problem!
so this may sound a bit like shugo chara but with my situation it is greater than just wanting to be the real me i had that chance........but i got caught up in my social status and only showed this tough ,quiet ,mysteries ,punk and it became a mind of its OWN
so another day at school everyone stares as i walk into first hour Math
"ohh wow Sofia is here..." a group of girls in the front start whispering stuff which can be clearly heard all round the class
they're just to thick to understand the great way of ninjas *cue dramatic tears and sunset*
See your famous... Natsuki whisper softy as i pulled out a black book from my red grass stained book bag
*sigh* shut up! it shouldn't be like this......
-------RRRRRRIIIIIINNNNGGGG--------
"Okay class take your seat and take out Algebra three" everyone let out a groan which made my skin quiver
God! get over your selves it's school what do you EXPECT!?
now that's more like it.
i put away the book and pull out the book flipping to the yesterday assignment
"alright now I'll be checking your work so please be ready!" another wave of groans came loose
God dammit it all..!! SHUT UP!!!!!
I curl my hands up trembling in anger looking out the window
What i give for a better life or at least some peace!
My My still lingering on that hopeless dream HuHuHu!~
Yeah what about it?
i began chewing my bottom lip holding in the fire building in my throat
Give up it's 100% failure.....
shut up.......
Or what?
"........................................"
Hehehehe~ truth is....you can't do anything!
I stood up knocking my chair back to the ground silencing the class most mumbled out rumors on this then....
"teach" turned to me i keep my head down biting my lip once more...
but the burning in my throat continued to flare upwards like a reservoir that had just been broke through!
"yes sofia is there a problem?"
I wanted to scream out no and sit........but i had no control over myself as if my mind and body had their connection severed
.............. *sigh* teach moves away from the front coming closer to me and tapped her right foot on the hardwood floor
"Okay Sofia this isn't the time for rebellion coolness do it after i check the work okay!?"
My head rose up slightly and turned to teach a devilish smile appeared ....
So Sofia lets make sure your dreams..DON'T happen Ever! Kukuku~
last thing i can remember right then besides Natsuki's words were me surrounded by a vast cascade of crimson colored ..Blood!
