july 31st 4:49AM
i seem to be bleeding inside. my pain for her alaways grow. the new thing ive noted im doing is looking for girls that look like her...it's driving me nuts.
lately ive been haveing thoughts...of suicide... i know i should tell someone, but i dont know of anyone that wouldnt just laght and call me emo... im stressed to a point in wich im almost giving up at living... i go to work i go home i dont even think of anything fun or good for me... i sleep most of the day, i dont realy talk to any one and i dont play game i dont help any one the only thing i seem to do i work slep and listen to music.
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the way my life goes from day to day is crazy, im going to spell it out for you guys
Derrik . G . Seemann