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Just when I thought life couldn't get any worse, I have a crush on someone. Perfection, right? Yay Melissa! You are over Jerami, right? WRONG. Not Yay. I like this dude named Draven. We dated a couple of years ago... For a day. Then he dumped me. He was the first person to break my heart. Well, two years have past and we are still friends. Then he had Honors American Literature together. I sat beside him. We were talking and laughing and suddenly I realized that I liked him... More than a friend. Sounds great, right? Flame Rekindled. Melissa can be happy again. FAIL. Here's the problem, he has liked this chick named Shelby for years. And I literally mean years. I used to hate her because I was so jealous (Two Years Ago), but recently we became friends. Then there is this preppy chick named Joanna. Everyone likes her, and Draven was flirting with her. Both of them are obviously better than me. I don't see why he doesn't like me? I'm 'pretty', smart, 'skinny', and I have a large chest (He's always liked my boobs, JSYK). I basically stalk him at school. I rush to go see him. I walk with him to classes. He jokingly says that he's my creeper, but it's totally the other way around. Two days ago, we were walking in the hallway, and I turned around and saw him. He saw me and smiled. Then, he started pushing and shoving through the line to get next to me. We were almost late to class that day. The highlights of my day are walking with him to 6th and to car riders after school. I'm so crazy about him.
Anyways, in lighter news. I'm okay with Jerami and Kristen dating. I was thinking about the whole situation yesterday and I figured that Jerami needs me to be a supportive friend, not a 'I hate and want to kill your girlfriend' friend. So I decided, I'm going to be nice to him and her. I'm not going to break down and cry when I see them together and... THANK GOD! I'M OVER JERAMI! FINALLY!