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	Sien's Journey of Life In this journal, you will witness what I will accomplish and also get a few peeks at what I am up to. So enjoy it! ^_^


Ugh...my stomach. It feels painful. I knew I should not have gone to that damned place. Shinto came back...I just know it! Now Ray more than likely has something to tell me that will just tear the rest of me up. It would be my own damned fault though. I brought it on myself, venturing where I didn't need to go...saying things I didn't need to say. I tried to be honest and tried to help but it looks like I helped a little too much.sighs Now Shinto may stay for good. Or will he? I know how Night feels...I really do now. I had always tried to understand the pain she felt when she would always come to aid Matthew. Now I have taken that position with Raymond. I come to his aid over and over again. There is happiness but...apparently just the fluttering happiness like that of a butterfly. It lands in your hand and for the moment, you are happy but as soon as it flies away for only being there a few short seconds, you feel empty again. Most say that you will feel complete by that little butterfly but in this case...I do feel complete but only for a little while. The rest is filled with painful heart ache and... groans holding stomach ugh...stomach aches too. Oh well...if Shinto comes back and takes Raymond, regardless of me...then thats...that's fine. I will continue to be Raymond's pet but I will supress myself so he may be happy with Shinto again. Soul_Sinner · Tue Sep 01, 2009 @ 04:41pm · 0 Comments


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