*sighs* That hurt...That hurt so much that I wanted to run away and scream!...But...I couldn't help but linger around in Raymond's realm. The smell of Shinto and Raymond together...it was a smell of deep passion. A smell that Raymond and I shared together. Now the smell of our bodies is being replaced...well...at least my smell is being replaced.
*growls* I can't do this! What the ******** should I do!? I love Raymond! I want him for all times! I don't want this Shinto to hurt him again!
*looks down with a very gruff sigh* I want to fight him...I want to fight him man to man. Problem is...I know I would lose. The man is in the military for Gods sakes!!!...I would lose so bad that not only would he laugh...but Raymond probably would too. I can't compare to him. He's a succubus...He has more control over the mind and body parts that I wouldn't. He doesn't seem to use that on Ray but then again...he probably doesn't have to.
*growls a very deep growl* I want to kill him! Rip him apart! ...But...that would mean killing a man that makes Ray happy. Should I kill him...then Ray would never forgive me and I would have done it for no reason at all. *sighs* I'm so lost...So torn. I should just step back...step back and go away from him. If I linger, Shinto will get angry. If I touch him...Shinto will hurt Raymond. I can't do that to him. I guess...I guess I will have to surrender to Shinto. At this point and in many ways...he holds more power than I.
 Soul_Sinner · Tue Sep 15, 2009 @ 06:01pm · 0 Comments |
