*sigh* you know when u fall in love and then you get rejected and you tell yourslef "i will get over him! i'm not falling back into the tracks i was just on!' then just to look and see you failed misriably? ya i was doing good, but he's done it again, he's manged to suck me into him, some how, some way, he did. i did good for about 2 weeks, but everythings kinda going down hill now, i'm falling for him, for the second time. his looks attarct me to no end, his smell is impossiable to describe, i sometimes go out of my way just for him to notice me. i get mad at myslef in the end though, cuase i know i have no chance wat so ever with him, i'm just gonna end up hurting myself over again, and this time it'll just be worse. why i do this to myslef i have no idea. i try not to look at him, i avoid him, and then he just pulls me back in. its impossiable not to like him. his charism is like a magnitic pull. i want to get over him once for all, but i have no idea, i guess thats just up to me to figure it out.
 Hatsuharu94 · Wed Nov 18, 2009 @ 10:45pm · 0 Comments |
