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This is my hatred...raging onward....the demon within stirs in its slumber...
My uncle has forsaken us...my aunt has too... both of them...my youngest cousin jon whom i once did thoroughly enjoy being around...has dissowned us as well...
The raging tides within cannot subside...the vast ocean of love i feel for my family, and for my friends, and wife...this ocean is wider than the oceans of the earth...and yet it cannot extinguish the fire of hatred that now has been ressurected...the angel's time has come...but even he can do naught but stare in fear...as the demon who was vanquished...quickley reappears...suki the kind, the angel...runs in fear, of the ressurected demon, shido the decietful...he once wore white, he looked like an angel, he had only red eyes, wich is all that once gave away his true identity...now he is shido the destroyer, shido the deciever, shido the vampire, shido the evil, shido the foresaken, shido...the damned...he dawns a blood red robe, he grows shimmering wings, that change from white to black when he wishes, suki the kind keeps him at bay...as long as he can...shido the damned, grows in power, ever growing. shido is overpowering, my eyes are a bloody-amber color...like shido's...the color that happens when i feel the urge to kill, it has never happened before now...bright and playfully amber, stained with blood. I cannot control it...much...longer...i feel it...growing...i do not know anything that can save me...i am foresaken...and i am the vampire...and...i am not kind...for i am shido...and i am suki...and i am the wolf...i am Aaron the deciever, Aaron the foresaken, Aaron the vampire, Aaron the Foresaken, i am...Aaron the Evil...I am Aaron theDamned!