I know you said that we wern't going to talk about relationships anymore but I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry for all the trouble and pain I put you through when were together. I now that I am clingy and can be annoying at times but that's just who I am, If you had said something I would have gladly done my best to not be that way and give you some personal space that way you would have been happy being with me. I didn't realize that I had been mental abusing you and I'm sorry for that, I'm sorry that I was being so controlling I promise if I get another chance with you I will do better and treat you right and let you go out with your friends. I just want you to know that I'm always going to be right here waiting for you patiently to return to me. I'm sorry that I told Chase and made you mad at me I just wanted to make it easier on you because if he stayed then he would have anyway regardless when but if he had left then it had just spared you the heart break of getting attached to him. Look Cass you are my best friend and you always will be, but when we are together your more to me than just a girlfriend your my best friend, your my lover, your the one I can turn to when everythings wrong, your open ear always giving honest advice, your everything to me and I love you more than anyone in the whole world. Im sorry that I hurt you so much and made you leave. I'm sorry it doesn't seem like I appreciate the things you do but I do I appreciate everything you do, and to me no one in the world is as close to perfect as you are, you're my goddess of everlasting perfection, your my Nelissana, your the sun to my moon, the peanut butter to my jelly, and all the happiness I will ever need wrapped up into one adorable, beautiful woman, with perfection written across your heart. But what you are doing is hurting me and I still love you very much and I hope this message didnt upset you I just wanted to let you know how I felt and to apologize to the greatest woman in the world.
 Waescrower · Sun Nov 22, 2009 @ 02:22pm · 0 Comments |
