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He tries to tell her...how much he loves her
He cannot express it...so he chokes...
He gives the wrong impression...
He is sent into the deepest depression...
He feels cold...
He feels withered...and old...
His light he feels leaving...
His eyes are left greaving...
He fakes the happiness...
He cannot fake the quietness...
He fakes the appearance of caring...
He cannot fake the glaring...
He feels the darkness closing again...
He feels the chains again...stronger...
He feels the ice again...this time...it burns...
This time he truely did love her...it was truely his light...
He can see his light fading...all the times before...he was fine...
This time is different....he wails at the moon...he curses the sun...
He curses being alive...all the times before...he was fine...now he remembers...who he is...
He remembers why he is called the vampire...he curses the daylight...he wails at the moon...he curses the people he spots...who are in love...
He is damned...and he curses his own existance... he realizes...again...who he is...he is damned...Suki...the lover...is dying...he is almost dead...only one can save him...and she is gone...
Shido the damned...is growing...in strength...he is no longer the damned...he is Shido the vampire.