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Oh my god.Where was I?.I was scared.I was in this big bed,and i was wrapped up in this huge covering of green.I got out of bed and shaking like a tree.Thank god im still in my clothes.I heard the shower running in this other room,so i went in,and boy did I get hard.It was MR.D showering.Running his fingers through his hair,rubbing his chest,moving the hair out of his face as the water hits his hot body.oh s**t!,he spotted me!.''oh hey jer!'',he yells turning my way rubbing all the way down his body and washing his p***s in a way that looks like he's playing with it.I cummed on myself.I cummed so much it went through the front of my hard bulge which was asking to breathe.''I already know you cummed, jer you're cumming so much it's on my bathroom floor.Come wash off with me'',says MR.D smiling and starting to come over to me.''i want you to be clean,babe.You passed out when i kissed you on the desk.Are you ok?'',he says stroking my cheek.I'm so red it's not even funny.The only thing i can say is.''Yes MR.D''.He smiled and kissed me gently staring and then staring into my eyes,he has them locked on mine too.''you're so cute when you blush'' he says taking off my clothes.He sat down and turned the shower into a jacuzzi.It was so pretty and the water rose to his chest and made him even moan alittle.I stared at him and blushed like a light night.''Don't be shy jer'',he says smiling.''Come sit infront of me.like right here with your back against my chest'' Says MR.D.I sat down and relaxed myself when i accidentally brushed myself against his p***s.''watch out.We don't want it just sliding inside that tight hole do we?'' says MR.D smirking and pulling close to his chest.I like it like this.Me.You.No one else to bother us.I snuggled against him and smiles blushing.''Me too'',I say.All the sudden MR.D is putting both his hands on my nipples and massaging them.I can't help it but to moan his name,but only trying to get him to stop.I moaned louder as he played with me like a love toy.I couldn't help myself.I fell into it moaning his name one more time.I could feel his c**k on my back like a huge bonner.''Jer?'',says MR.D in a soft tone in my ear.''Yes'',i moan.'' Would you be ok if i played with you alittle more than this?''.I nodded and told him i wanted more.i told him it felt good.It really did.''ok'',he says while nibbling on my ear.''MR.'' i moaned his name again.MR.D started to wrap his hand around my c**k with the other hand still playing with my n****e.He stroked nice and slow,then massaged my tip,and kissing my neck.I kept moaning louder and louder.moaning his name.arching alittle because how good it felt.I loved what he was doing to me.I was ok.''Jer I wanna kiss you''.I turned my neck so he could.''That's better'',he says and slides his tongue in my mouth making out with me.I play back not helping myself.it was so good i couldn't stop.''im gonna c**..'' i moaned out loud,araching my back and cumming out of the water onto my chest.''mmmm'',says MR.D licking it off his hand.''did you like that,babe'',says MR.D kissing my neck and cleaning off my p***s.''Yes MR.D.it felt really good'',i say still on him snuggling against his chest.''Good.I'm glad you did'',he said laying his head on my shoulder.Yep.That's how the night ended.Like that.I loved it....i think i love him too.''Babe'',he says whispering into my ear.''Yes,MR.D'',i say blushing to his soft voice.''i love you''.He says.I was stunned and couldn't move.I felt the same way,so why disagree.''i love you too'',I say smiling and blushing bright.Mr.D smiled and kissed my cheek,then we both leaned back and fell asleep.My head on his chest.His arms wrapped around me.

I woke up in MR.D House wearing my white thong and his white hoodie.We didn't have sex,but he fingered me again.He told me once again that im not ready for his c**k.MR.D was sleeping.I looked at his sleeping face.He looked so cute.I wanted to just kiss em.I smiled and thought..why not.He wont know.I leaned in quietly and softly kissed his lips.I was fulled!.MR.D pulled my body on his and kept kissing.I was swept away and happy to know he was awake.He flipped so that was was ontop of me with my legs open.''Hey babe'',He said in that cute sleepy soft voice of his.''Hi MR.D'',I say,so shy i turn away blushing and smiling.''mm-mm,don't turn that cute face away from me'',He said gently pushing his front in my open legs and looking in my eyes.''I'm sorry'' I say giving a small smile and blushing at him hoping he wont notice my bulge.''Don't apologize hun'',He said giggling,and he leaned down to kiss me.I kissed back,then he rolled for me to be ontop.I bounced up and down trying to stay ontop,but that made me moan kind of loud,which also made my bulge bigger.''Whoa.Isn't that cute.He says looking at my bulge smiling.''We're you thinking of me?''.blushes red and nodded.He sat up with me still on his lap and he held my a** with both hands.I blushed and looked down,but i saw his hard c**k and looked the other way.He grinned and smirked when he noticed what i saw.''Lay down jer''.He says laying me down.''What are you doing MR.D?'' I ask shyly.''shhhhh''HE said sliding down my thong making my hard c**k fling out.He chuckled and played with the tip.''wha....d..''.I moaned his name softly as he stroked my hard c**k.''I want to suck you.You sucked me and i wanted to return the favor.''He said putting his mouth around the tip of my c**k and licking it all around.Then suddenly swallowing it all in his mouth going up and down.''oh god that feels so good MR.D'' holding my chest and moaning louder.He took his head off my wet c**k.''You like that babe?''.He says stroking and licking the tip again while doing so.It felt so good with his mouth around it.I loved it.He spit on it and swallowed all the way down again moaning.He took his mouth back and stroked it while sucking it.''MR.D.i.im...im gonna c**.'' I moan softly.He took deep throated and i felt it.I let out a long moan and c** in his mouth.he took his mouth off my c**k as c** dripped from his mouth to my tip.''I'm...im sorry MR.D.i couldn't hold it in.''i say afraid he was mad.He swallowed the c** and licked the rest off my c**k.He then lifted his head up smiling at me.I wasn't expecting what he told me to come out of his mouth.''Jer...we smell like sex'' Said MR.D laughing and getting ontop of me.His body might have been pretty heavy but i liked him ontop of me.My legs were open again and his c**k was touching mine.''How was that?'' He asked stroking my cheek and smirking.''It was incredible MR.D''I say blushing and smiling.He started kissing me and rubbing his d**k against mine.I kissed back.''You're a tease MR.D'' I say giggling with my hand on his chest.''well i have no idea what you are talking about Jerry'',He says smirking and sliding his tongue in my mouth making out with me.I kept it going.''Oh i'm a tease huh?.Look at you,can't keep your lips off of mine''.Says MR.D laughing and laying next to me.I layed my hand and head on his chest snuggling against him.He held my a** in one hand keeping me close to him.''eh Jer?'' He says kissing my head.''Yes MR.D'' I say smiling and blushing,giggling alittle.''I love joo''.He said.''Hm?''.i laughed.''I love JOO too MR.D''..

The good news was that I love MR.D and we have a great time i his apartment with taking a shower and the blow job and having breakfast together.The bad news was that i was late for school...4 hours late.MR.D told me to meet him at his car at lunch time when got to school that was already time,so we stopped at star bucks so he could get some coffee and he got me a french vanilla lote.When we got our drinks we stopped at a park and we sat on the back of the car.''Enjoying the day babe?''.He said drinking some of his coffee.I nodded and i was distracted day dreaming that i forgot my lote was hot.I sipped a huge gulp through the straw and it burnt my tongue my tongue and i screamed kinda loud.I moaned loud too.One thing i do accidentally is moan when im in pain no matter what.or i just don't say anything at all if it hurts too bad.''Awww.you ok babe.C'mere.''MR.D says.He took went to get some ice.He put some in his mouth and started making out with me.It felt good but i was wondering what this had to do with my burning tongue.Then, he swapped the ice in my mouth.''There.'',He said smiling and continuing to drink his coffee.It did feel better so i kept it in my mouth.We spent that whole time talking about how many kids he wanted and how i'd treat her like a princess.He told me I'd be a great mom/dad and i told him he'd make a great dad.''Aww thankyou hun.''HE said smiling at me and laying me down ontop of his car and staring at the sky with me.''Hey jer that cloud looks like you riding me like a man'' He randomly said smirking and pointing at a cloud that looked like a huge floating piece of dust.''the other one looks lie i cummed inside you'' HE continued.I couldn't help myself.I let my boner show.and it was trying to breathe through my pants.oh my god get the hell out of sight! what the hell!.Like I was hoping wouldn't happen.happened..like always.''Bear.You're boner.'' Said MR.D rubbing my bulge and kissing my cheek.''Wanna play around right here?''.''But MR.D i have to get to school''.I moaned feeling his hand on my bulge.''Good Boy.Education comes first'' HE said sliding his hand under my shirt and playing with my n****e and turning my head his way to make out with me.I played his tongue with mine feeling his tongue ring.''Please can we have a quick one.''.''I have to get to class MR.D'' I say stopping.''Look me in the eyes and tell me you dun want me to play right now.'' HE said staring me dead in the eyes and rubbing my n****e under my shirt.i can't resist him and he knows it.You can say im wrapped around his finger,but in a way that he loves me.''Ok but we have to hurry ok?'' I say smiling and blushing red.'' I was hoping you'd say that.'' says MR.D my hard bulge.''Rub mine babe''.I was scared of touching his c**k.it was so big.and when i put my hands around it,it's like im touching a water bottle.''Hold it baby.It's ok'' Said MR.D smirking and putting my hand around with his and helping me stroke him.MR.D moaned and let his head back.''yea baby,like that''.He says.I was also enjoying his hand on my hard d**k.We layed like that playing with eachothers nipples for 2 minutes and then MR.D told me to sit up,so i did.He sat up too.He put my body on his and we stroked our selves moaning.''i had my hand on his chest and he was licking my nipples.''Jer..i..im gonna c**!'' He says groaning the words softly.He cummed and it shot out on my face and on my clothes.I cummed on his clothes too and on his d**k.We spent 6 extra minutes sucking eachother doing a 69.It was so hot.I loved that.After all of the orgy fun went back to his house to clean up.Then he took me to school.He stopped infrnt of the school parking lot and looked at me.''You know i love you right?.I just don't have hot ogries with you just to have orgies.I really love you''He said staring in my eyes.''You don't have to tell me that MR.D i know you love me.I love you too'' I say smiling and staring back.I actually stared back in his eyes.They're beautiful and dark blue.''come here and sit in my lap''.He says fingering me to come here.''We're right infront of the school MR.D'' I say blushing and smiling.''I don't care,babe come here''.I came over to him and we made out one last time,he told me he loved me..I had his gum in my mouth now.and then i got out.He waited an hour before coming to the school because he said it would be suspicious if we came at the same time....You rock my world MR.D.♥.♥

Today was Christmas eve and MR.D wanted to go skating.I didn't know how to ice skate but apparently he did and he wanted to show me how fun it was.Ofcorse i didn't argue and he told me he was on his way to come get me.I wore a white T-shirt that had a reindeer on it and a white pair of skinny jeans with leg warmers and arm warmers,also i wore a Eskimo hat just to look funny.Then,i grabbed my scarf and headed out the door.He told me last time my neighbors were stalking us when he came to my house the other day so i had to start walking up the street and waiting for him.There was no snow in Georgia and most of the time it was too ghetto.Have you ever heard the saying ''when too many black people come around it gets too hot'' well this is ghetto topia.I guess that's why it dosent snow.Freezing cold and bored 2 minutes later comes MR.D.He rolled down the window and there he was smiling.''hey babe'' he yelled from the other seat of the car.''Get in''.I got in the car and sat down.He looked at me up and down and told me i looked cute.I forgot also t say hi and he didn't like that.''Why so silent?'' Says MR.D concerned with a sad smile on his face.''I'm always silent MR.D'' I say giggling.''Well you didn't say hi to me.I thought something was wrong.'' He says looking me in the eyes.I blushes and looked in his.When this happens i usually get shyer because he's so hot....Damn you MR.D for turning me on!.''I'm sorry MR.D.And no you didn't do anything.I was just cold and didn't know what to say.''.I say looking down shyly crossing my legs.''Well i know what you could say hun''.He says starting the engine and driving off.''You could say.Heeeey MR.D!'' He said in a funny way.I laughed and giggled.I'm just glad he's not mad at me.I never want that.We stopped at this store.I think it was for buying ice skates.''MR.D?''.Why are we here can't we just go get some while were at the skating rink?''.I ask.''I wanna buy some skates here.Now stop arguing and get your cute a** out the car'.He says smiling and opening the door for me.I blushes and got out giggling.We spent like 30 minutes trying to find skates.He found a pair i didn't like or I found a pair he didn't like.Then,there came these shoes for 100 dollars.I didn't want to make him spend that much all for me.''I love these''.He says taking them down.We argued in the store for 5 minutes because i didn't want him spending that much on lil ole me.''Babe I'm buying you these because I love you and you deserve them not stop this and let me buy them for you.I'll be very upset if you don't.''I was sitting on the sofa where you try on your skates and he had to squat down to say that.''But i-''.He cut me off.''Buuuuuuut i want you to be happy and like i said i'll be very upset.''He says holding my hands and looking in my eyes.I blushes red and said ok.ONLY because i can't help it when i stare in those eyes so leave me alone readers of America!.We were at the skating ring and MR.D was helping me put on my shoes.''No hun it goes like this''.he laughed at my epic failure.I wasn't mad because i was laughing too.As soon as i we get on the skating ring floor i slip and fall forwards.MR.D caught me from behind and held me close to him putting his head on my shoulder.''Be careful babe ok?.Don't wanna mess up that pretty face''.He says turning me around and kissing my head.I blushes and smiled,giggling.We skated for hours.I fell and he'd pick me back up.one time he even fell and i fell in between his legs.We were face to face and all i could do was look down and blush smiling.''Aww''.He says lifting my head up and kissing me gently cupping my chin lightly.I kissed back and he kept it going.I sat in his lap and we started making out.Wow i think i need a boner cup to keep Mr.Ding Dong down.He slid his tongue in my mouth and i played mine on his tongue ring as he held my a** moving me up and down slowly in his lap.I accidentally made a few moans.It felt so good when he touched me though.I couldn't help myself.If you were with someone so sexy i'm sure you wouldn't be able to help yourself either.We ate ice cream together on the ice rink floor.He wanted me to try His favorite ice cream ''Cherry Garcia''.while MR.D was eating his he purposely dropped it.''Oh no.I wonder what I'm Gonna eat'' He said looking smirking at me.''You want some of my Cherry Garcia MR.D?'' I asked innocently and nicely.''You bet i do babe'' He said coming over me and laying me down and making out with me.I was so caught in the moment i almost dropped the ice cream.''No.Hold it up.''.I held it up as he lifted up my shirt and played with my nipples making out with me playing his tongue with mine.''Don't drop it ok?'' He says,MR.D massaging my bulge.''O..Ok'' I moan.MR.D took out my hard c**k and stroked it slowly.He looked in my eyes and couldn't help but slowly start to kiss me.No making out.Just slowly.Sweetly.Kissing me on the lips while stroking me.I moaned while the kiss was happening.his hand around my hardon made me feel like i was in paradise and the kiss to go with it.Then sexual sensation felt so good i lost control of my arm.MR.D took his hand from under my shirt and held my arm up to help and continued the kiss and stroking me.He gave one more stroke and i cummed all over his hand.He stopped kissing me.He was laying next to me while he put his head on mine and smiled.''How'd that feel.''.I was so into what happened i couldn't speak.''It felt good huh?''.I nodded while my head on his and cummed more.He spent the next 6 minutes blowing me to get the c** off my c**k.We spent the rest of that 30 minutes huggling,cuddling,snuggling,and kissing.It was time to go.We gave our skates back and headed off.He stopped the car where he picked me up.I remembered after last time that he loves it when i kiss him goodbye.''Seeya later MR.D.I love you.'' I said blushing staring in those beautiful dark blue eyes of his.He looked surprised for a sec and giggled.''Usually I'm the one doing this,but i love it when you say it.You look so shy it's cute.I blushed and smiled.''C'mere''.I came over and he kissed me one last time holding my cheek.''I love you Jerbear''.He said departing slowly and saying into my ear.''I love you too MR.D.I say blushing really red and looking down shyly.He got out the car and opened the door for me.''Oh and be ready at 8 I'm gonna take you to a Movie''.I nodded and smiled. ''Ok'' I say giggling..''Don't forget babe'' He says smiling and shutting the door.We made out outside of his car for a moment then,he said goodbye and left......I can't wait MR.D ♥.♥.

You would think everything's alright,but it's not.Not that much of excitement anymore with MR.D.Now all it is,is just when he has time he'll see me.I'm ok with that.It's not like the world revolves around me.I'm nothing special.I haven't seen MR.D for a month and it has been incredibly depressing but relaxing.It's like getting over a break up and realizing how much time you wasted with that person,wishing you didn't.Tomorrow I was supposed to be going to an audition for dancing and singing.I can sing.I can do some dance,acting?.Lets try it.I was gonna ask MR.D to join me but why do that.I wish i could tell him some things,but that would not make him and I any better.Last month like when i asked him if I was good jail bait he was very irritated by the word.''Stop saying that ok?.It's bad enough being with you is illegal.I don't need you reminding me.''.Believe it or not that is the last thing he said to before i didn't see him again.Well ofcorse was ''i love you'' and then me getting out of the car and walking him.He's starting to have to work more and i am starting to hate every minute of it.No time for jer,but i can't tell him that.Sometimes when the truth is setting you free.It's killing the inside s of someone else...