PG.44
When T.J Dropped me off I was so bummed.I didn't really know what to do except pass out over my couch.It's been one hell of a day so far.It's still morning.Boohoo.....When I realized there was still some sunshine I was more than happy to notice I had time to sleep,so I fell lazily on the couch.As soon as i was getting comfortable the phone rang...aaaaa can't you see im rotten my life away on this couch you damn phone.I, let it ring 3 more times and decided o give who ever called a piece of my mind.and lets remember kids I was gonna couse out some innocent man for NOOOO reason at all.Don't try THAT at home.''Hello sir I am looking for a Mr.Jeremiah Moore'',Said the annoying caller.''What's it to ya'' I say finding a comfortable laying position on the couch and closing my eyes going into my romantic fantasy land.''Well Sir''.I interrupted him.''Don't call me sir I feel really old ok?,Just call me Jer''.I say.''Oh Ok ''Jer''.Well It seems a friend of yours has been in a car wreck.His name is Edward.His information was found where the car wreck happened..My eyes opened so wide you would have sworn I had an eyebrow lift..''What?!''.I say sitting up like I drunk a bottle of 5 hour energy..''Yes..He hasn't woken up yet but we have more news to tell you.We rather it be face to face considering how bad it is''.Says the caller.''Oh...oh it's bad news.Well if it's happening to that guy i am so happy to hear it.I'll be right down''.I say with a smile on my face.I hung up on the doctor.Put on some clothes and headed over to the hospital..When I got there it reminded me of my dad.''Um Im here to see Edward Allen?''.The woman at the desk acted like I shot her with a orgasm gun or something when she heard his name.''Oh you mean that fine boy in room 208''.She says playing with her hair extensions and chewing her gum..''Um..Nu I mean the cold heartless pale dude who was in a horrible car wreck''.I say with a smile.The woman stopped playing with her hair and looked at me like I was a monster.''Hmph...here's ya room pass little boy''.She says rolling her eyes and giving me a snarly look.She gave me the key and got back to looking at her male magazines.I turned around and started to walk away when I thought to myself..I am far from a little boy Mrs.thing..I turned back around and looked at her face with a smile.She looked up at me disgusted.''What do you want?'' She said with a attitude.''Oooooh nothing.Just wanted to tell you that I've been having such a great day and ofcorse all I ever wanted more than anything was to be disrespected by some cheap floozy with bad hair extensions and smearing make-up,...Seeya...Little girl.''I say with a smile and walking off politely as if nothing happened.''excuse me?!''.She says spitting out her gum.''Oh yes.You are excused'' I say giving her the look she gave me,then walking away.b***h.....I walked into Ed's hospital room.He was ''as they said'' in a coma.I kind of tripped and dropped my coat.I dropped down to get the thing.''mmm...When the doctor said I get the best view he wasn't kidding''.Says ed sitting up...''Oh looky here.Even when you're dying you can still disgust me.''.I say sitting up and standing at the foot of the bed.,with a smile.''You're still gonna talk to me like that even when Im dying?''..''A wish is coming true.Why wouldn't I smile?''.I say still smiling..''Oh..well I didn't request for you to be here for nothing...You know when Promised you I'd stop smoking because you cried...Ok well I really didn't.My lungs are ******** up and nobody wants to give me a heart and doner for a new heart would take 2 years but i need the transplant in 3 months..So...long story short..I decided to be put to rest next week.''. He says like it's an ordinary thing.''Oh..wow that's horrible..So what am I here for''..I say sitting on the desk that held the sink..''Well.They told me it would be committing suicide if I did it and I am definitely not that kind of guy,so I decided to let you do it for me''.He said with a smile knowing I would say no.Is he high?!..I am not going to kill someone!..I would never be able to sleep knowing that I did something like that!....''Ed..nu..I am not going to kill you.i am going to let you rot in your own guilt and misery.''I'll give you 3 million dollars Jer..You gotta do this for me''..Well Holy hold my a** nuts...That is a cumload of money!..I wanted to take the money..It would make me happy to have it,but knowing I took someone off of this earth is horrible.I walked over to him and sat on the bed.I put my hand on his chest.''Edward.Listen..I can't put you to rest.And knowing that the only reason i'll be rich is because i took someone off this earth would kill me inside..''.I say looking down..''But Jer''.He says putting his hand on mine.''Nu..I am not going to do it..Im sorry.''.I kissed his head and headed for the door..''Jer come here''..He says sitting up more.I just ignored him..''Jer come here''..He started to sound bothered and irritated.Go to sleep..go to sleep...It was as if my world was starting to alternate...''Jerry!''..go to sleep my dying baby...go to sleep...
PG.45
''Stop messing up...Ok?.It's not that hard.Just move back dip,stand,spread,feet and twist.''.I said that to her as if she was going to get it the first time she tried..And she never did,but then again.Perfect Practice Makes Practice Perfect (so I've been told), and surprisingly the quote has seemed to be true.This dance group is so..Diverse and,and different.Everyone here has their own personality.I love how we all -''Jerry!''..It's impossible to think in America?...who knew.''Yes Princess?''..I say all annoyed and stuff. (and stuff lol).''I can't do it'' She says whining.In my opinion.If i could.I'd send her home,but her dad pays for me to keep this place open.It's a little dance group.We call ourselves OXYMORON.Why?, because it's a free country..if you're still wondering why...Leave..So you're probably wondering what happened from the last time you heard from me?..Well..I failed the 8th grade.I moved back in with my family Yes..I gave in...,I DID take Edwards money.I did not feel bad in the end,and I was not dying inside,because he deserved it.Some people just don't deserve sympathy,but it is given.Some don't deserve forgiveness,but they are forgiven.Some people don't deserve a second chance,but luckily get one.I am still crazy about my hair,but now I'm more into my keeping my grades up more than anything.(I ******** grades),but if it makes you feel any better...This year I actually tried.Dominic is somewhere in god knows what with his amazing boyfriend (quick clap for him and his lover pleeeeease lol).Remember T.J?.My besty for life from the strip club?.Yea..He's dead.The guy he was trying to avoid that last time you guys heard from me actually ended up stalking T.J at his house.T.J liked the attention,but didn't have mutual feelings for the guy,so the guy raped and killed 'em.The other guys at the strip club betrayed me because of T.J's death and I was fired.(which is why I'm back with my parents).My sweet tooth has increased,I didn't know I scare people.I scared some because of my appearance,so...yea.,and everything has been soooo crazy *^_^*.So you guys can catch up with me..I have decided to just...Let you on in with a few details.These next few days (pages) will be full of you guys getting to know some of the new characters in this crazy world of mine,saying that.Sit back,relax,read,and enjoy...♥.♥
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