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tough times and complex thoughts
I dont know what to think anymore. Its like another person within myself has gone in and killed me from the inside out, slowly. The few emotions i have left are very confusing to me. i know its a negative emotion, because my stomach is all knoted, but beyond that i know not. Is it anger? is it hatred? is it just plain old discontent for the nonexistent amount of impact my insignificant life does to the world? i think i need to lower my minimum. its already pretty low, but if i expect to make my mark in histoy, i better experiene everything and anything i can. try to make new positive memories in order to cancel out my previous sad ones. im trying my hardest, ut sometimes......that isnt enough...............
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