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My inner demons are fighting
tearing me apart
but I don't mind
they're really helping me out.

Sssssh,
they're seizing my inner turmoils
gaining strength from my self-doubts,
controlling my deepest thoughts
spreading their sickening desires.

I probably shouldn't allow their influence
but their words are insisting and persistent
They are a separate part of me
trying so desperately to gain control
can I not submit to some of their wishes?

My words are theirs
I know they can use them more easily
their words are a bewitching and enticing spell
that I've always wished I could cast
for I've never understood the art of words.

Perhaps they're evil and abusing,
Perhaps they're demons who can't be trusted
But they were born from within my heart
that was clouded with fear and lost love.
These dark thoughts, I accept, are truly mine.