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crawling inside your isolation...into your mind...
wanting to be alone...for have no courage to speak to others...
your voice goes soft...lower then a whispher...
your mouth goes dry...unable to talk...
to move...for your limbs grow numb...
paralized to that spot...they look at you weirdly...thinking your strange...
such a loser...
a foolish attempt to socialize...gone horribly wrong...
your legs start to crumble...using all your strength to run away...
they shake their heads as if saying "whatever"...
forgetting your existence...you go to your isolation...
to your sanctuary...in my darkness...surrounded by no one...
for all alone in this world called "Earth"...
in my shyness...i'm decaying and fading...
just as the Earth is...for people's greed for conquest is killing it...
just as my shyness is killing me...
the cruse is called "shyness"...
holds you back...makes you fade into the shadows...
until nothing is left...until you are just the darkness...
that is in every alley...every corner...in any space where a shadow can go...
there will be me...in the dark...forever alone....