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My best friend
You're my best friend
How the hell could you have done this to me?
Lies
More than a bucket full
Nothing you said
Nothing
Could have been the truth
I'm mad
I'm furious
I'm pissed
Nothing is going to change that
I won't forgive you
I won't trust you
I won't pretend that you didn't hurt me this time
But I can't leave you
What you don't understand is the connection
This damn rope attaching our hearts
Like two cups to make a telephone
I recieve your signals
Your pain
And I cry
It hurts.
You know that
You know that because you're feeling it too
That's why I beg you to stop
To wipe your cheeks and your eyes
And for once be dry
I can't stand this rope
How there always seems to be a rip
When it's me all alone
Curled up and crying into my arms
So I'm not going to pretend anymore
I won't pretend that there's gonig to be a happy ending
And I won't pretend that you love me and that you care
I won't prentend that this goddamn rope is somethng good
Something to be happy about
Because the truth is
I can't tell the difference anymore
Between when I'm crying for you and when I'm crying for myself