I know my parents care for me, I know they know what's best... but there's this thing called suffocation and unfortunately I am entitled to tell you that they have been doing it all my life (or at least when they actually started to live with me instead of your jobs). I am not saying I don't love being around them... unfortunately I need space and a little freedom. I'm not saying I want to go out at all hours to do whatever the hell I want, but I would love to be allowed to sit outside and read but I CAN'T do that WITHOUT parental supervision. WHAT THE HELL??!!! I'm turning 18 in just a few weeks... you ask me why??? and I'll tell you, because I'm tired of being suffocated. I'm leaving for college and they are NOT invited!
they are the very reason I cut myself, they tell me I'm worthless and a failure (among other things that have scarred my insides; bloodied them), but I've been told otherwise and I plan to show them I can make it on my own. I'm leaving without looking back, to study what I love and to become someone. With these quickly fading scars I will show them I'm alive (not that they care they've known all along and told me I'm just stupid for it).
Live without regret...
 neheru16 · Tue Dec 28, 2010 @ 08:55pm · 0 Comments |
