this is why I don't date. simply the fact I am always unable to find a guy that doesn't break my heart in two. Funny thing is I always fall for it, I start to envision silly things like a life with them and then I am stumped on like a bug, just filt and dirt... maybe suicide would be best. a way to end it all, I would be no burden to anyone anymore and.... IDK I wouldn't suffer so much. but I have to be strong, I want to use all my life for charity, money is filt to me. I want to die an early life and save as many as I can, to bring health that is the profesion I've chosen. Although lonely I want to see it through, afterall you didn't die for nothing (you just took whatever little faith and happiness I had).
RIP...
you will forever be missed because you brought faith and happiness to those around you, after you left everyone's been torn to pieces. nothing's been the same, and I still blame myself for being unable to say a final goodbye.
 neheru16 · Wed Dec 29, 2010 @ 10:02pm · 0 Comments |
