It was 8th grade that I got my glasses. It was during an eye examine in school that the nurse told me I needed glasses and I wasn't surprise to hear that because I tended to struggle to see what was on the black board. At first I would only use my glasses for when it came to things like that, only needing it to see things in the distance. But over time I started to use it a lot, it was amazing and I couldn't help it. My vision was clear and I never realize how sucky my eye sight was. I always assumed that it was normal to not see everything perfect but when everything suddenly became sharp and detailed I realize what I was missing.
Instead of sometimes it became full time. But now I've come to another realization, my eyes are slowly deteriorated to the point that my glasses isn't as strong as it use to be. I'm having trouble seeing things, especially words and numbers that are small but are only 2 feet away from me. I can see them but they're burry and sometimes it hard to make out. So it usually leaves me straining my eyes to figure them out which annoys me and bothers my eyes.
I guess it's that time again, where I'll have to go to my eye doctor. But I'm not happy about it because I fear that every time I get a new prescription I feel like my eyes are getting weaker and weaker. I'm nearly blind as a bat without them now. Seriously, if I take off my glasses and place them on my bed or somewhere else I end up losing them. Even if they're right in front of me I can't see them unless I pat around. I lost count in how many times I can't see where I placed them.
It's sucks. If they ever broke, or lost all I see is blurry colors. I can't even tell who I'm talking to but I can usually guess by their speech, height and voice but not always. Like if someone is calling me from a distance and I turn in that direction I have no idea who it is. Unless they get close or I get all up in their face to actually see but that freaks people out, even I wouldn't want someone invading my personal bubble space (I'll make an exception for Castiel...or Misha, Jensen, and Jared) like that. Plus, I hope that I can still keep my glasses because I like the style/frame it has...but sometimes when the lenses get ticker certain frames can't hold it in place. So yeah, I hope to keep my glasses and not get some other ugly pair.
 DamnBlackHeart · Sat Mar 05, 2011 @ 04:19pm · 0 Comments |
