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Well This weekend hasn't been the best, but it hasn't been the worst..Malgravia wound up going to his dad's house for the weekend... He lost his mind because he couldn't talk to me as much.. I thought I was the dependent one in the relationship.... He was really scared and worried and well it was to a point where he had me worried.. So I figured that I couldn't spend Saturday alone.. I went to my friend's appartment.. We hung out, and I'm learning how to play bass.. It's pretty fun despite the fact that the son of a b***h is like almost as big as I am. I'm starting to feel a little better about things and I have an idea that things may go better I hope...... I ******** off on this site so much it was ridduculous couldn't get to sleep so I figured I would just talk to people and what not.... But yeah tried to go into a nondenominational religious forum.... and of course BY ANOTHER PAGAN they said that my s**t is once again fiction.. I'm getting tired of that.. It's either "YOU'RE EVIL.. or YOU'RE INSANE" I'm starting to like the "you're evil" response better because at least then people somewhat either fear me or believe in my abilities somehow.. man there are just times when I feell so worthless. But I'll get better.. I think I'm actually starting to get sleepy from writing this entry.. I may go to bed soon..


Countess Grendle The Grey