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Next time u tell me to come right now I wont because I know why u want me in all the time I know u never once u said u miss me or love me I tried to believe other wise but the answer is always the same I want to believe u care drinking takes the pain away can't think straight so that means I'm not thinking about u dreamless night means I'm not dreaming about u no more feelings means I can't feel the pain from missing u but when the morning comes its all the same just for that moment I might just drink again your so close yet so far away I wonder if u could really see my pain but I know u can't I know I can't have u or live without u so tell me the truth are u with me because your lonely or cause u feel bad for me one thing I know your not here cause u want me


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