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closed heart


I was just wondering how did u close your heart did u do it with a lock and key don't worry I'm not trying to steal your heart just need to know your secret dear so I can forget the pain I'm tried of trying but my heart wants to love again cause if it do I know it would get broke again but then again the moment I feel love I would just run away so if u help me a lock I don't need a key the moment I turn my back someone would steal it away from me what is it that u say what if I decide I want to open my heart again no need to worry about that my dear makes no sense loving again neither less than give someone the key I learn my lesson once before I just don't want to love again

missing u


only if u could see me staring at your picture with your t shirt on while the music playing my favorite song wanting to be in your arms again i like the way u smell love the way u kiss hate the fact your not here sometimes it hurt to much i cry through the night wake up in the morning with tears in my eyes because every time i sleep its u i dream about its u i need i feel like that from being one day without u truth is i am always missing u heart sad heart

Why


Next time u tell me to come right now I wont because I know why u want me in all the time I know u never once u said u miss me or love me I tried to believe other wise but the answer is always the same I want to believe u care drinking takes the pain away can't think straight so that means I'm not thinking about u dreamless night means I'm not dreaming about u no more feelings means I can't feel the pain from missing u but when the morning comes its all the same just for that moment I might just drink again your so close yet so far away I wonder if u could really see my pain but I know u can't I know I can't have u or live without u so tell me the truth are u with me because your lonely or cause u feel bad for me one thing I know your not here cause u want me


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