*Sighs........* I really miss you.......I met someone and it brought back memories. "Na'vi". Ya remember? Hell..I don't even think you care anymore. I still think of you a bit. So many memories with you. I'm sorry Mckayla, I met an old person and it just brought back lots of things that I tried to leave behind....I'm feeling so lonely right now...Did you forget about Na'vi? You should go check out his profile...He's still there...Ughh...I don't know why I'm acting like you still read my journals......I'm so lonely right now......
After I accepted Bellz as a friend, she's poofing somewhere else.....Everybody that I knew for a long time is leaving....Everybody is going somewhere..I;m getting left behind by myself, re-living these memories that I keep in my head. Letting go is easier said than done...*Sighs........* I dnt know why I'm so damn lonely.. ><
It;s that damn Na'vi ******** jackass is making me think of her..Whom I'm leaving behind, whom has toyed enough with me, who tortured me just for the fun of it...And I fell so hard for her...She don't even deserve having me think about her...But deep down, sometimes you wish that maybe..A little..Just a little small part of her meant it when she said "Sarang Hae Yo"....She's such a jackass who never deserved me at alll....Gosh,..I'm sorry Cakezzz, these memories are making me sad and over-emotional.....Don't worry about it. ^^
Everybody is gone...Everybody is leaving...I'm gonna be alone again...Like how I always was..My guy surferpro is gone...Bells is gone...Mai is gone..Gigi is gone...Lime is gone to a degree.....The only group of people that stays with you no matter what is family.....*Sighs.....................................* Life is passing me by and everybody is moving on.......I don't know what to do...I'm nervous about finally being an adult...Being responsible for my own actions, doing my own thing. Living on my own....What the future bring's...I don't know.......It's late...And I rlly need to go to sleep...I'll post another one soon...Hopefully. Love you Cakezzz...
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