I fear it is almost time for me to slip....i feel it now more then anything.....the light weaking...the darknesss moveing...my shadow takeing over me.....what this means is...befor i had my very first child bailey...i slept in total darkness a hell war.a nightmare is like adream to me.....is a lucky one...this mind has no dreams...if it wasn't for my daugters....for my friends....for my love for all of you....i die...and for some reasons....i am dieing...on the inside...again....so i still must fight a darkness.....my friends and daugters and family online...help me....i make spirt charms...these are a list of them...
spirt crown
spirt necklaces
spirt braces
spirt earings
spirt laces
spirt pin
spirt tara
spirt rings
and spirt fan
these spirt charms keep me in contact with my friends,daugters,and family.they help me reamber that hope is still there...and that they love me...each one i nhelp...im sure i have changed there life some how...oh i will....i thank you my friends and daugters and faamily...i thank you...beacuse with out you....these verture of a cruse....wuld kill me and i...would die....
i love each and ever one of you....if i live once morwe to see your faces....i will.....the book...i just relaized..ever thing happing here.....in this world comes from my book....i must cotuine to write...
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