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Aikyan Disorder
Welcome to my journal! Please feel free to post, and don't listen to anything FFWB might tell you.
Depression is the cornerstone of journal entries
It's been a while since I last updated, and once again I'm depressed. I haven't been able to keep track of my life recently. I haven't been doing anything, just sitting around at home in front of the computer screen. I haven't been keeping up with people's journals, I haven't been playing MMORPGS, I haven't been role-playing, I haven't been playing videogames, and until recently I hadn't been on Gaia or writing. I'm supposed to make the site for a webcomic I'm collaborating with friend over, but I haven't even started (I'm going to tonight, though. Just need to find a good program to consolidate my harddrives).
I've been having similar issues with school. I've become worse at social interaction than I had been, and I had thought I was improving... Well, I'd complain about it here, but I there are lots of people from school on Gaia and I don't know how many of them are, or even how many read my journal.
I was inspired to write an amusing story (script format, though) about myself and my friends after reading this: http://www.garykleppe.org/fanfic/qftss.txt
It was highly succesful at school, and I was asked to continue it, but given my current status I don't know if I'll be able to. Then there's the matter of having to go out to Scarborough tomorrow.
Actually, I'm not entirely sure about that... Two weekends ago, I had to go out both Saturday and Sunday, and last weekend I didn't go out at all (my dad was out of town, so there was no way to get me there). This weekend, however, I'm actually being given a choice. If I go, I'll be gone all day and won't get anything done. However, if I stay here, my mom will force me to do all kinds of meaningless work to keep me busy and off the computer. However, I'd probably have enough time to log on and play with a friend who's supposed to join Guild Wars this weekend. I don't know...
School's got another two weeks, but the last week is only finals all of which I'm exempt from. However, I have to be present for several classes all that week (the schedule makes no sense whatsoever). At least we won't be doing schoolwork then...
That's all the icatan I've got for now. Hope everyone's having a good time!






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emperor_Hikaru
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commentCommented on: Tue May 16, 2006 @ 02:28am
O.O You'll be on guild wars this weekend! And is it Kirbe finally joining? By the way, for depression, a rcommended wholistic treatment is a herbal bath. Here is the recipe.

1/4 cup honey
3 drops lavander essential oil
3 drops ylang ylang essentianal oil
2 drops basil essential oil
2 drops Geranium essential oil
1 drop Grapefruit essential oil

Mix the oils in the honey. Fill the bathtub with warm water and then add aromatic honey mixture. Stir well using your hands. Soak for 20 to 30 minutes. Play your favorite music and light a candle or two.

That's a choice. If you decide to try it tell me how it works. I got a toothache recipe out of the same book and it worked like a charm.


commentCommented on: Sat Jun 17, 2006 @ 01:41am
Hikaru, I worry about you sometimes which is scary in itself. Hello, Neko! heart



Nichevin
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