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Two entries in one guys. Don't pass this up. I was frustrated no one had read so I just kept this on until someone reads it. xp
Hey. Lol, so I got the shoes, and they look super cute. And I'm completely satisfied with the look. But then I got bored again this past week, and traded in some of my stuff and came up with this. Just under 2,000 again. I guess that's my average. I like this look. I was going for a cutsie PJ theme originally, like the ones you see in the arena like every other week, but then I thought, eh, that's lame, figured I'd be a sell out, so then I came up with this. It's my no coffee no sleep, bitchin' my a** off look. It reminds me of me in the morning. In fact, this morning. I wasn't all that pissed off, but I definitely needed my coffee in order to be able to pry my eyelids open. Then I looked like this, eek , after my double espresso from Starbucks kicked in. Then I looked like this after it wore off like 10 min. later, neutral . rofl . Emotes rock. That's why I chose the head. I was so happy when I saw it. I was like, that is so awesome. And the socks are just plain old cute. This look is just so human. Like, rushed, sloppy, baggy, loose cannon. It's totally me. Ha ha ha. Anyway I love it.

Ok, so I have some updates on life in general on and off Gaia. First off. I would like everyone to say hi to TheDarkTwo. He is my buddy from school. Known him for years, though obviously not too well, since I never knew he was on Gaia. Among other things as well. 4laugh . Dark Two, you freakin' rock. And I haven't given you a nick name yet. Everyone I know on Gaia that I'm really close with gets a nick name. You are hereby Panda's Man. wink . Ooga Chaka *spit shake*. rofl . So anyway, put your hands together for him. And also, I have been so pissed off lately about how many people have been sending me nasty e-mails because I've sent spam to them. OMG, Gaia is not the place to go if you don't enjoy spam. Get a life. I was thinking earlier, maybe I'm just going to go through and get rid of all of these people who say they're my friends but they're not, because if they were my friends, they would accept me for who I am, and not sit there and b***h every freakin' time I send out some spam. If it looks like a chain letter, and you don't like them, don't upen them, don't forward them, it's ok, someone else will. And if they don't oh well, at least it had a long run. But don't ruin the fun for everyone else. I've had people say they're going to 'ooooh' report me if I send them another piece of spam. Dicks. Geez, people are just such spoil sports. I get them. People forward s**t to me all the time. Maybe I can just get a mule and have a friendslist just filled with all these people who love spam. Because, doubtless there are. And, in fact, there are mules for like full guilds and stuff, I'll see if anyone's interested. Anyway, enough with that. I also wanted to add that I'm really excited about this whole cow scare on Gaia. The cows that are showing up everywhere. I wanna see how that plays out. Supposidly it has to do with aliens and Halloween, and it will play out as part of the Halloween event. But it's huge. There are threads and banners and groupies devoted to it. I am happilly involved. Oh, and I may be getting a job on Gaia. Gaurding some girls thread. Ehh, ok. She offered me the job without me askin', so I took her up on it. Still gotta send her a letter back though. But hey, it could be fun. I'll get gold. Gold is awesome. 4laugh . Well, hey, gotta go, cause it's one. But I'll post tomorrow most likely. I got the day off.

PS LOML looked really freakin' good today. It was so planned though. They wanted my jaw to be on the floor. They wanted me to stare. They wanted me to know that they were the old, current, and future hotness. They wanted me to know that they owned me. I am so their b***h. Ahhh. Don't mind me. Lovesick loser comin' through.
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I am boycotting writing another entry until this one gets read. 3nodding . Nobody wants to read my thoughts? sad . Anyway. I'm posting now because BK is a lying, thieving little jerk. Lol. He's not all that bad, but he did lie to me and tell me he read my journal and voted on my avi in the arena, when in actuality he hasn't even signed on in a week. What a butthole. I was going to sign on and post about how great he's been to me lately online. We've had some really great conversations lately, like truly heart to heart conversations, and I was going to be like BK's so great. But now, I'm like Bk's a jerk. xp xp xp . scream I could pound him into the concrete. Guy's are such jerks. Anyway. At least I can post about something good. Ok, it's been a while since I posted about her, because the dreams have sort of trickled to a stop, but flip back to my first two or three entries, and you'll remember me talking about this one manager lady at my job, that I kept on having nightmares about, but in actuality, she's really, really nice. Well, she did something so totally spectacular, and grown up, and awesome that I just had to write about it. For a while, she and one of my friends have been having a bit of trouble working side by side together, and I knew about it, and I wanted it to stop, so I tried to talk to her about it, but when I did, she was kinda like, I already know, and didn't want to go into it. So, I figured I had failed to get my point across, and that nothing would come of it. But I talked to my friend last night, and he told me she came to him a few days ago after almost writing him up, and basicly set him straight and made things even again. Reset the score board. Ended it basicly. And with very little blood shed. She told him, don't mean to be so hard on you. I really want you to succeed. I chose you to work under me because I see these qualities in you. Really I don't mean to yell at you as much as I do. And really, like I said, this was like 3 days after I talked with her, so maybe hopefully I had some affect on that. If not, I'm glad she did it anyway. But like, looks like things are going real well between the two of them for the time being. I was actually going to tell her, if things don't work out this time, I wouldn't blame her for letting him have it. But, I didn't get that far. But, I just thought that was so nice. She could have dragged that out, and not given a s**t about what I said, and been like, my way or the highway, tough s**t. But she didn't. She reflected, and she put it into action, and I am really thankful for that. 3nodding .