The pain in my soul is almost enough to destroy me...I don't want to go home....I hate my mom....I want to leave and make her feel shitty for it. End of story....I want her to feel my pain...The pain that I feel burning inside of me...I can't eat well...I can't sleep...I am tired...but I can't help it anymore...I am so tired of people telling me what I can and cannot do...I am no longer a child in the laws eyes...But yet my soul is partial to a child's soul at this time...My mom has taken what is precious to me from me. This is enough! I can't take it anymore...the pain is tearing me apart.....Ripping my soul in two...No more...I am done...I can't take the pain much longer....I want to let it all go.....just allow what will happen to happen....*Begins to shake again and is crying more...* I need Heather...I want my Koishii....where is my mate?? I need her now.... crying crying crying
 Kyoshinko · Thu Feb 24, 2005 @ 11:56am · 3 Comments |
