This may or may not be my last post on gaia...My life in general has just went down the tube....The one I love, wants no more than friendship...I understand this....but it hurts so bad...*Is crying so badly that I can bearly see the keyboard....* I try to forget everything....but I cannot let go of the past.....It was so happy...my happiness is gone....my mom and I hate eachother...I wanna die. My soul is dead....why not let the body go too....Three times....I have been hurt by someone I cared or loved....I actually thought things would be better this time...but I was wrong.. Heather, I am sorry for ever being in your life....I have screwed up everything that you have worked for. I hope you the best in life...Always remember...I will love you forever. I meant those words everytime. As for the rest of you...Good luck upon your journies in life...and I wish you all well....
Godspeed.... ~Xelin (A. Jones)
Kyoshinko · Mon Mar 21, 2005 @ 06:16am · 6 Comments |